08/15/2026
LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT THE GOD I SERVE
Let me tell you about the God I serve. I love Him, but He will always love me more. I fail Him daily, and when I turn back to face Him, He awaits me with open arms. He helps me up, gives me courage to overcome my shame, wisdom to learn from my errors, and direction. He holds my hand tight–and I, tighter–for fear of losing this beautiful moment. How do I know He has made everything right with me? I cannot explain it. It is impossible to put into words. I just know that the simple things in life fall into place throughout my day after I invite Him into my world, and the experience of this simplicity is plain enough for me to finally see Him and touch Him amid life's complexities.
He never abandons; we do. When we have Him, we are at the summit of human existence. We find meaning. We begin to love. We begin to live. Problems remain, but in our minds and hearts, they are transformed into common challenges by which God will be glorified, and we will triumph. When I say common, I mean that God shares our hurt and pain. Why? Because God is vulnerable, for He is divine love, embodied in Jesus Christ. Think of that: God is vulnerable, because perfect love is vulnerable. But when we choose the way of love, as Christ chose self-sacrifice on the Cross, all power, all victory, all triumph is unleashed.
And we are transformed, not for the world to see but for God, the angels, and the saints to rejoice. In our vulnerability to have our love accepted or rejected, we build His kingdom within our hearts, and then outwards when two or three gather in His Name. That is why the Kingdom of God that we bless at the beginning of the Holy Liturgy in the church is the Kingdom that God is expanding into the cracks and crevices of human existence. Don't be fooled: the frail and the broken among us, under construction, are used by God nevertheless to sanctify the world. There is no greater miracle than this, because it ties in to the oxymoronic frailty and power of God in the woman and man and child who believes and loves.
Please know God adores you. He is beautiful and powerful and kind. And the Lord wants you to be beautiful and powerful and kind. The fallen world around you, the devil's playground made up of beautiful yet susceptible children, would have you believe otherwise. You are beautiful as you are. Give yourself to the Lord, so that you may believe in Him as much as you believe in yourself, so that you can love Him as much as you love yourself.
Begin to live. Begin to love. Begin with Him. There is absolutely nothing we cannot do when we come to realize He has never left our side–only that we kept our eyes shut for fear of beautiful change.
Much love and blessings to you all!
+FrDr Stel