06/06/2026
JUNE THEME: TESTIMONY!💜
What do you know for sure? Would you be willing to lay down your life and trust that the cosmos is trying to give. Unimaginable joy, harmony and freedom through you? Everything you ever dreamed is available inside your willingness to die to the lower little self. We must do this every day in order to be the testimony of triumph that is our own life.
It was very humbling to be completely unable to walk, unable to drive, unable to even prepare my own food, for nine weeks a year ago. I was told the only way I could walk again was to get steroid shots until I could have hip surgery. Their only solution was a bottle of oxy. I’m just saying. I’m still paying off thousands and thousands of dollars in medical bills and not one doctor, P*P, rheumatologist, cardiologist, orthopedist, neurosurgeon, or allergist could tell me what was wrong with me fix my heart, and make me walk again. A medicine woman had to tell me what was wrong with me.
And I had to do other things such as a tremendous amount of affirmative prayer. I was even teaching affirmative prayer during this period, asking students to pray for me. I had to surrender to the fact that I was gonna walk with a cane for the rest of my life. And I humbly sought and received etheogenic travel, to basically die…to receive any instruction from the spirit realm that I would be worthy of ~ and that’s the truth.
I received the help, the Grace.
Now I know why I have lived a life that’s holistic as possible w good eating, supplementation, avoiding the food and medical harm in our current social structures. I would not have trusted the information I would not have understood the Grace being offered to me.
Now, I feel like I’m 40 years. I walk faster, lift harder, rock out my Yoga more precise, wake up clearer, less cortisol, zero depression ~ more than ever in my life. None of that would’ve happened without the pandemic, all the other viruses and parasites (physical and psychic) in my life, and my own genetic dispositions, bringing me to my knees. I thought those were all bad things and undesirable experiences, but they were only the hottest part of the flame.
Life really is a Testimony of Triumph if we can only die every single day.
