10/29/2026
My first deployment at sea aboard a Navy ship was tough. I thought I had enough spiritual "momentum" built up going into it to sustain me through the months away from home, church, friends, family, and the Christian community. The isolation and loneliness I experienced while at sea left me questioning God's goodness, and frankly even His presence—was He really with me out there?
After returning from deployment, and while happy to be home, I found myself feeling empty and sad as I considered how much I had distanced myself from God over the course of those months away.
I realized that my heart and mind had become completely focused on idols—my work performance, my ability to execute our mission set, what my fellow sailors thought about me, if leadership was pleased with me, and so forth.
I had pushed God aside. That left me looking to fill the void in my heart. I kept coming up short, and I knew something was missing. I reached out to Navigators Military staff Bev Miller. She helped me go "back to the basics" of who God is, and how to grow in my relationship with Him.
Click below to read more about how this active-duty Naval Officer was able to spiritually prepare for her next deployment and how God equipped her to make disciples during this season.
Has there been a time in your life when you felt far from God? What steps did you take to draw yourself back to Him? Please share your story in the comments below!
My first deployment at sea aboard a Navy ship was tough. I thought I had enough spiritual “momentum” built up going into it to sustain me through the