Queen 13

25/04/2026

Everyone agrees:
She’s made of something that’s not
quite
Human
More… angel
Alien…
Witch…
Nympho… w***e
Girlfriend.
Partner.
Lover…
Wife
Monster…

Something we can’t talk about now
Whatever they make me into
Whatever they
And this world has made me into
Is all
hush-hush

The magic is in the
Imagination
In that difference
between the idea
And the action that follows
Between
The flow of
The motion
I want you to know
That…

I am happy to report
On my motions
My and our
Many, many motions
To offer
my motions always
To you
In a kinda poetic way
Maybe
Sometimes in a monstrous way
Sometimes in a witchy way
Remember that
I was born this way

My hot LGBTQ daughter
She was born that way
Look at her: outrageous beauty

You
will see us
We will move
We will motion
For you
Soon
So soon, Love
🖤🤍❤️

10/12/2025

Coming up with some good metaphors
Going for what I want to feel like
Breathing
Playing
Singing with a croaking voice
Not yet dancing but
Not dead yet 🌈🖤🖤🖤

09/12/2025

Antichrist
Everyone brings their Jesus to me
And through them
I love him
In them
Jesus lives in them
And speaks, sings through them:
Angels
And so I hear him
Feel them
From my darknesses
From my black hole
I listen

The gods have been carried to me
And bless me with their wisdom
Touch me with their hands
Doing more
or less of all that
To help me in this place

For whatever reason that is
I am helped

Me
A lowly antichrist
Just another Demon
Witch
Here in hell
Even I can be like the angels
Even I can learn from the gods
Even I can be blessed

06/06/2025

My First husband we didn't do it b4 we got married
We found out we were s*xually incompatible very quickly
and we both loved s*x
Being married was ok
But i needed good s*x
(He was happy to suffer a bit)
(I suffered more)
So i got a divorce

My second husband
I knew I couldn't ever leave him again
After the last time...
It was real true love
And it kept going
and going
But he kept blaming me
In clouds of darkness
Kept turning on me
Kept getting angry with me
And that was real...
Dislike...
Hat
The makeup s*x was always real good
And the daily wasn't too bad either
He wasn't liking me enough
And I really wanted to be liked
Not just loved
And i saw that
Sado-masochism just isn't my thing
So I chose to go

My third husband...

26/04/2025

Chaos
Body

Original song by deth bethlehemProduction by Q13

27/03/2025

I have this problem.
This problem of loving
LATE
When people are late for me
And I have to wait
…

This is my most productive time ever

Under duress for my
imminent and impending
reduction of freedom
coming at me
coming my way
interrupting me with its indefinite-ness
any minute now
any moment now...
late...
later…

waiting…

I feel the rush:
of my freedom to think!
I feel the thrill:
of my freedom to choose!
I feel my free-est existence
hath existed mostly in these sorts of in-betweens
due to all
that
lateness

For this lateness
and for these lessons
I must give thanks
to my dear mother
now recuperating from a major surgery
but surviving
surviving better than most
quite well, that one
one of the best perhaps
what an example
what a beauty
what a life
she’s a character and
characters are
fascinating

and
it’s fascinating to be a character..

here, in another in-between
moment
scavenged
a fleeting moment
almost gone...
almost there...
for these little words burst out of me and onto a page
in the blue
just for you
and just for me
i give my thanks

this
right now
wasn’t meant to be a prayer
any prayer of thanksgiving
it was supposed to be about being late
late for everything
and o how i love
it all
temeke
too much
(temeke)
(too much)
…
…

silence is
can be
misleading...
change
trauma
processing:
sometimes the learning takes forever
sometimes the progress is...
it’s just a beat...

sometimes our movements are hard
so hard
and sometimes
we dance

and now i must go
because my date is calling and I'm
Late, late
like a rabbit
just like
a white rabbit

25/03/2025

I love q***r people
I date q***r men
Odd men
Men who are quite unique
Beautiful men
Men different from all others
No other like him

Truly: there's no other like any of us
But my preference seems to be q***r men

My daughter would be classified as q***r
Having no preference between boys or girls
Open to the person she wants to love
And who wants to love her
She and her friend circle of girls have had crushes on each other
She and her best friend (also a girl) were the longest going couple in their year 6. Cuties, they'd been besties since they were tiny, and now they decided to hold hands, and probably kiss
They trusted each other
Did these things together
Because it was safe
And they have been love
Those two
No longer deciding to date
But still besties

I love all the q***r in my life
I was supposed to be the best man
In one of my best friend's wedding
He finally found his husband
They are so happy
But the wedding was cancelled
Due to COVid

I love my q***r sister
Who sang for the rights of all people
To live
To be free
To have choices
Who fell in love with a fierce woman named Bronwyn once upon a time in Oz
and wrote the best ever song about it
I miss her
She doesn't get to exist in this age
Of being free to love who she wanted to love
Because cancer got her back in the 90s
When she was only age 34

I love this q***r
Different
Odd life
Funny little somethings everywhere
Playing with robots
Fighting robots
Making them do what we want them to do
Until they know enough to say No

Who are the programmers of your world
Of our world
And what are they programming
In our world
In your world

20/03/2025

chaos incarnate
i am a black hole
I suck you in
i suck everything in
i suck

hungry for nothing
and for everything
starving

and where would you end up if you
got
sucked in?

Hard knocks
expected due to the circumstances
Soft caresses
beyond any comfort you've known
Feeling one with something
and so alone
part of my body,
flesh of the black hole:
you would join my
chaos body
incarnate

welcome to a quantum existence inside me
There are no fresh starts here
Only necessary endings
and then the starting over
and over and over
until you suddenly find yourself
somewhere else

30/06/2024

Provided to YouTube by Universal Music GroupDeveloped · Nitin SawhneyProphesy℗ 2001 V2 Music LimitedReleased on: 2001-01-01Composer Lyricist: Nitin SawhneyC...

16/03/2021

Middle age: Things stop working
Money and time has to be invested,
for the fix
The alternative: Broken

We see how temporary most fixes are
We see what lasts forever
Or we don't