10/12/2026
Many thanks to Deacon Barbara Ward for sharing the sermon that she prepared for the 20th Sunday after Pentecost, Proper 23, Year A, based on the scripture lessons for the day - Exodus 32:1-14; Psalm 106:1-6, 19-23; Philippians 4:1-9; and Matthew 22: 1-14:
Have you ever gotten impatient? So impatient that doing something, anything, feels much better than doing nothing at all? I’ve shared with you before about the time in my college years when I was involved in a church student group. We were getting to know one another, so we participated in a trust-building activity. We were paired off as partners, and one of the partners was blind-folded. The other partner was to guide the blind-folded partner around. All movement was non-verbal, and the blindfolded person had to trust the partner to keep oneself safe. Imagine guiding a person around, up and down stairs, around obstacles. Well, while I was blind-folded, my partner stopped at one point and waited. I became impatient for the next cue, so I took a step forward, and walked right into a wall….
That’s something like what Aaron, the brother and advisor to Moses, did in the Exodus reading this morning. It was three months after their release from slavery in Egypt due to God’s power and protection, after the Israelites had escaped through the Red Sea, that the Israelites were camped in the desert at the foot of Mount Sinai. Moses went up Mount Sinai to talk with God, and ended up staying for 40 days and 40 nights. The Israelites became impatient and begged Aaron to provide something tangible, something visible for them to worship, to give them comfort. So Aaron ordered the people to bring him their gold, which was melted down and molded into a golden calf. Aaron proclaimed a feast day with burnt offerings and sacrifices.
Needless to say, God was angry at the sight of the people celebrating before the golden calf, and God’s anger threatened to wipe them out. Moses begged God not to destroy his people, and actually asked the Lord to turn from his anger, change his mind, and not bring disaster on his chosen people. The Lord did change his mind, reminding us that God’s justice is tempered by mercy. I wonder what is in the mind of God today, as God watches the people of the Middle East, the people of the world, continuing to wage war.
As I look back at my faith journey, a person who modeled patience for me was one of our former Presiding Bishops, Katharine Jefferts Schori. Presiding Bishop Katharine came to the Diocese of Idaho for the consecration of Bishop Brian many years ago. Before the consecration, she met with the clergy of the Diocese, and she began by leading us in a meditation using God’s pronouncement after Jesus’ baptism, when God said, “This is my beloved Son, with whom I am well-pleased.” The Presiding Bishop asked us to meditate for 5 to 10 minutes, using that phrase as a guide and substituting ourselves for Jesus. I ask you to do likewise when you have time later today, to see what surfaces for you. “I am beloved of God, and with me, God is well-pleased.” Hopefully, you will find the experience healing, relieving, an affirmation that our beloved-ness is not based on our doing, but on our being. It is not an affirmation from outside ourselves, but from within.
Presiding Bishop Katharine next said to us that Friday morning, “So, what is it that you’d like to talk about this morning?” All of a sudden, there was dead silence. She did not rush to fill the silence, but waited, a non-anxious presence. And sure enough, someone finally asked her a question, then someone else another question, and before we knew it, she had dialogued with us for two hours, all of it non-scripted. We could have gone on, except that we were told it was lunchtime.
One of my favorite questions of her came from a priest who was also a scientist. You see, Presiding Bishop Katharine’s mother had been a microbiologist, her father had been an atomic physicist, and she herself had earned a doctorate in oceanography. The priest asked the Presiding Bishop what it was like for her to transition from being an oceanographer to being a priest. Katharine Jefferts Schori responded, “Well, I still fish. And I still work in the depths.” And when she was asked what it was like being the first female primate at Lambeth, which is the meeting of the Anglican Communion every 10 years in England, and she was surrounded by disapproving bishops from around the world, some of whom didn’t approve of ordaining women as priests, let alone bishops, she said that most people tend not to be rude to one’s face. She said she had wonderful conversations with other bishops, and talked about the daily Bible study group she was a part of with two bishops from Japan, a bishop from Ireland, one from Scotland, one from French Guinea, another from Tanzania in Africa, and one from Massachusetts. After 14 days of dialog, they had formed long-lasting relationships. Her goal within the Episcopal Church of the USA was an appreciation of diversity. She said, “We don’t have to agree in order to worship together and work together.” She is also a firm believer that sometimes it takes only one person to move a system.
When asked about ministering in the midst of financial uncertainty, the Presiding Bishop reminded us that our value is as beloved of God, that our value does not depend on our bank accounts. She encouraged us to look for more Godly ways to do commerce, and to remember, that which endures is not mammon, is not material wealth and possessions.
I could go on about our conversation with the Presiding Bishop that Friday morning. But what is most appropriate here is her example of non-anxious presence. She was firmly rooted in God. She was patient. She did not rush to fill the silence, and she gave us a chance to plumb the depths of ourselves.
As we move into an uncertain future as a church, as a nation, and as the world, do not be impatient. Take time to plumb the depths. Work towards peace rather than war; work towards consensus and dialog rather than confrontation, name-calling, and finger-pointing; and work for the good of all rather than prosperity for the few. Be non-anxious, remembering that each and every one of us is beloved of God. Amen.