20/03/2021
I WANT TO MAKE THIS CONFESSION PUBLICLY, SO THAT I WILL BE AT PEACE ...
When I entered ministry, I was not born again...
I was still doing sh*ts...
I was still in ministry and was still answering altar calls ...
Yet, with all that, I still didn't repent well well...
One of my friend who also knew about the call of God upon his life wasn't happy with me...
He started advertising me to stop deceiving myself...
That I should wait and repent well well before going into ministry...
That he too will answer the call when he is totally ready to repent well well...
I refused...
He was busy there in the streets...
But me, I was busy in Zion...
Falling and rising...
He was calling me hypocrite ...
And I didn't have a problem with that...
Because I knew that a sinner in Zion has more hope than a sinner in Babylon...
I remained ...
Small small, the entrance of the Word began to bring light...
Now, we have not arrive yet, but God has helped us...
But as you are reading this, my Friend is still in the streets...
Massively addicted...
Grossly messed up...
Police cases here and there...
Today in court, tomorrow back to jail...
Yet, he is still waiting for the time when he will repent well well...
But me that didn't repent well well that time, heaven has helped me in the things that I used to struggle with...
From that small repentance I did, God is making Name for Himself through me...
Recently, I have seen God raise the dead...
I have seen revival invade communities and the power of God turning native doctors into preachers in some months through my feeble hands ...
Yet, I didn't repent well well when I started...
Our fathers lied to us...
They told us that you must be perfect before you answer the call...
They stigmatized us when they saw us failing...
Can you help me beg that young man with a call that have been waiting to repent well well before he will enter ministry that he is wasting time...
A Doctor might be having chest problem,yet, he will be treating someone else with chest problems...
The government doesn't stop a man from being a doctor because he is sick...
Because they know that treating others doesn't stop you from treating yourself...
How can a man say he doesn't want to become a doctor because he is asthmatic?...
I am talking to that person that grew up around the people that tells him that he must be like Adeboye and KUMUYI before he answers the call...
They lied to you, bro ...
Jesus did not call any of his disciples into ministry when they were already perfect...
They too, like me didn't repent well well...
But they were sitting at the feet of the Master...
And there was no limit to what they could have done for God...
My brother, bring that load of addiction...
Come with that terrible struggle...
Bring it to the feet of the Master...
He will not let you carry that baggage for long and be working for Him ...
He will fix you...
Since you have been waiting to repent well well, how much have you succeeded?..
Don't waste the time you should be using to carry the fire of God to the ends of the earth waiting ...
Satan is not your mate...
He will never allow you to get to that point when you will repent well well...
That's why anytime you want to make up your mind, he will bring a handsome boy that will love you more than those that broke your heart...
And you will still keep falling back into fornication...
Have you not bothered why it is anytime you make up your mind to stop drinking, smoking etc that Satan brings people that will be taking you out to give you free drink?...
Satan doesn't want you to make up your mind...
He knows that God will accept you anyhow you are and wash you to the way He wants you to be...
That's why he wants you to remain far from God...
But heaven is telling you this morning...
"Behold, now is the accepted time, behold this is the time of visitation.."
NOW... NOW... NOW...
Not when you have graduated from school ...
Not when you have stopped doing school boyfriend...
Remember that after school boyfriend, there will also be an office boyfriend...
After office boyfriend, there will also be a church boyfriend...
After church boyfriend, there will still be a neighborhood boyfriend...
(Lol)
Satan will keep distracting you, until God will get tired of waiting for you and He will go and locate another person and start using him to do what He called you to do...
Ask your bishop, he will tell you that he too had a struggle ...
Your pastor's wife too had hers...
I know many people God have withdrawn the gifts He gave them and gave to other people because they were waiting to repent well well before they will answer God's call on their lives...
Delay robbed them of their chances to be used mightily by God in a time like this...
May that not be our portion in the Name of Jesus...
Let Us Pray.