25/06/2025
⏳Testimony time ⏳
Beautiful friends and family, at the end of March at our last Redemptive Gifts retreat, I was just soooo tired, beaten and deeply bruised by the loss of my dad in December.
I only heard one line and a few short words from Abba, that entire weekend.
"Face your fears" He gently wispered to me. It had been coming for quite a while before that, the journey actually began in Nov already, not knowing what a "type of season" lay ahead of us, this time not just me BUT it touched both our families and our marraige. As days grew darker and choas almost devoured us, the Lord gave me another assigmment. In utter desperation when I litterly yelled at Him what He wants me to do, He softly but adamently replied. "You create order for Me", I was done praying, done worshipping just done with everything, here I thought that I was fighting the good fight, serving, obeying, cooking, cleaning and loving my family to the best of my broken dark abilities 🥹
I had to face my entire soul dimension, as I was creating
literal order in our home and business, the Holy Spirit guided me every single step of the way, I faced traumas, overturned corrupted timelines and tapped into heavenly frequency as He led me daily. This past weekend's Pinkbutterfly meeting was truly the beginning of the new me, our new era, our first steps into the promised land 🍯
People have told me that I have changed and I'm glad they too are noticing what has happened to me in the last few months. Not everyone perceives it as positive though...I've learned so much about order that it is inevitable to not now sow seeds of order into other's lives. God is a God of order and as we each journey with Him, allow Him to dig deep, to excavate deep wounds of childhood trauma and abuse so that we may step into the shadows of ourselves and find new LEVELS of healing.
In the end....when we give the pen back to Him, our stories, truly change 🙌🏻💥🫶🏻🔥
I pray that you too may agree today to face your worst enemy, yourself and let Him flood your entire being with His brilliant LIGHT, for as Revelation 21 states, in Him there is no darkness and the city doesn't need any lights for He is THE LIGHT 🙌🏻
Shalom
Beloved
