01/03/2021
Voices in your head / schizophrenia
Kristie Leeann’s real life experience:-
If the subject of religion bothers you... Sorry however I am definitely NOT the only one who heard religion themed voices. There are TONS of us, even people who aren't religious, I wasn't, so please let us speak about our experiences instead of trying to silence us and even get us banned from the group just because there is religious subject matter involved. I want to tell you about what happened to me.
When I first started hearing voices a while back ago, the voices sounded so real that I thought that they were real people. I thought that they were up in my attic and outside my windows torturing me, bullying me, calling me names, falsely accusing me of doing what my ex did, constantly threatening to frame me, and trying to make me kill myself (they kept telling me to kill myself). I was trying really hard for months to catch and find these people but I could never find the people. I even fell through the attic floor into the kitchen one time trying to find them. One time I called the cops cause they were talking about burning down the house from the attic and the cops went up there with a flashlight and found no one. I sent other people up there to look for the "people" too. Anyways, eventually I realized that it was just voices and not people.
Then I was like, oh, whatever it's just schizophrenia. Well around this time other people, actual people, were hearing the same voices saying the same words coming from the same direction at the same time as what I was hearing. One time it was a freaky loud male whisper coming from the sky, another time a freakishly loud female whisper coming from the house, some guys voice talking in the window, some peoples voices on the side of the barn, and other incidents. There are several different incidents with several different people who have heard the same voices saying the same words I heard. Anyways that's when I realized that it wasn't in my head so then I was thinking that it was people using telepathy trying to target me and that other people were getting caught in the crossfire of the telepathic beam or something.
So for about a year to a year-and-a-half I thought that it was a group of people who knew someone else I knew that learned how to use telepathic abilities and were all targeting me, trying to make me kill myself. Well let me tell you, the voices were so loud, constant, tormenting and traumatizing that if people in reality were trying to talk to me, the voices would talk at the same time as them and they would actually talk over them and I could not hear what the real people were saying. They played almost indescribable head games with me and tortured me over subconscious thoughts on a subconscious level and all kinds of terrible crap causing non-stop panic attacks. Whenever I thought it was real people, before finding out it was voices, the stuff they were saying and the scenarios that they were playing out was extremely traumatizing and horrible.
Anyways back when I was being tormented by evil voices all the time, there was a lot of UNDENIABLE freaky paranormal stuff going on; I remember one time sitting in my friend's backyard in a lawn chair and I heard footsteps in the grass coming towards me. I remember looking at the grass and seeing footprints actually happening in the grass as I heard the footsteps then I confirmed that they were actual footprints. There were freaky scratch sounds on the wall which not only I heard, but the lady I lived with and her children heard. doors would open and close by themselves. stuff would move by itself. The electricity was acting haywire. There were many times at different houses where me and the people sitting in the room with me would hear loud knocks on the door and the people with me would go answer the door and nobody would be there even if we were way out in the middle of nowhere in the country. Statues have moved by themselves. In another house everybody's phone started acting crazy in the same way just when I got there and they all said our phones all started acting crazy and malfunctioning in the same way when you got here. I said yeah my phone too. That was the house where the bed started shaking.
Anyways, non schizophrenic have heard voices in my dwelling place when I was and wasn't there. The Voices used to tell me stuff that people were thinking and doing when I wasn't around and they would also talk about the future. I wouldn't know that they were talking about the future until what they were talking about happened in the future. Also I would hear them talking to other people and the other people would come up to me and start talking to me about what the voices were just talking to them about. That was when I realized that these voices talk to everybody. Even people who do not hear them as actual voices but they process what the voices are saying to them as thoughts instead. I remember one time in the past I heard a bunch of them screaming, "Just leave her car dumped" over and over, so I got dressed and went outside to find that someone had broken into my car and stole a couple items.
Anyways lots of freaky paranormal stuff happened. I was bombarded with freaky UNDENIABLE paranormal activity back then. I just want to clarify that psychic abilities are bad and dangerous. They are an abomination of God. I had to break the curse of psychic abilities in the name of Jesus Christ. Thank God that curse is broken. Anyways I would occasionally hear voices here and there talking about praying to Jesus and come to Jesus and things like that. I was confused because I was one of those hardcore sceptic scientific researcher nonbeliever atheist mindset types. I used to think the bible was either made up (it's not) or based on other ancient beliefs (it's not). I was like what does Jesus have to do with any of this? Anyway the trauma was so severe I could hardly stand it and I started praying to Jesus constantly I reached out to a priest and told him about what I was going through. Oh I forgot to mention also the voices were telling me to just know that the evil voices were demons. Not telepathic people, but demons. I was trying to get used to the idea of that cuz I was so used to the thought that it was telepathic people. Anyways I reached out to a priest and told him all the details of what I was going through, what the voices were saying, the words they were using, the pattern that they were playing out, the stuff that has happened, etc, etc. Him and another priest got involved and started praying for me; by the end of that month an entire Catholic Monastery was praying for me. The priests knew EXACTLY what was going on and gave me wonderful advice that truly helped. (God bless his beautiful heart) He and the other priest came to my apartment and prayed hardcore Deliverance prayers. They brought holy water, anointing oil, and thurible.
Anyways I prayed a lot of Deliverance prayers constantly for I don't know how long. I did not give up and it wasn't until I had a very serious conversation with Jesus and I told him I was sorry for how disrespectful I was in the past and I told him I really loved him that things started to change. Good friendly voices started to show up and disrupt the usual pattern of torture that the evil voices were putting me through. Which is a good thing. All kinds of weird stuff happened. More than I can explain here. That's when I started to feel things. Anyways the usual patterns and scenarios that the evil voices would play out on a regular basis changed drastically. It turned into a sort of spiritual battle. This is when the evil voices started trying to scare me into thinking that I was going to hell. I could hear voices saying I was sanctified and I could hear some saying I was sacrificed. Anyways Jesus did not let me fall and I could feel something coming out of my left ear. It felt like somebody was pulling a piece of yarn out of my left ear. And when it felt like it finally came out, it felt like a bunch of liquid poured out of my ear. I remember putting my hand up to feel my neck. I thought there was a bunch of liquid on my neck but there was nothing there. Anyways Jesus gave me peace and quiet after that.
Here is something extremely important that I do not want to forget to mention. I cannot stress enough the importance of the Holy Eucharist/Communion/Last Supper ritual. One day I was sitting in my room and I heard a female voice. And she kept saying these words. Just accept the blood. Just accept the blood. I remember being like what in the world is this all about. Then it dawned on me, oh, I get it. Then I said the words I accept the blood of Jesus Christ. That was the turning point. I highly recommend that you perform the entire Holy Communion ritual with the blood and body of Jesus. And take it as serious as possible. When you do the ritual be sure to say those words out loud. "I accept the blood and body of Jesus Christ.". Or just tell him you're accepting his body and blood. Your words have power, but only AGAINST evil. Use them. Say things like, "I belong to God, King of the universe. Jesus saved me. I'm sacred. I'm sanctified. Evil has no power. I have power and authority over evil. I cast out all evil in the name of Jesus." Don't talk to the evil voices. Take this seriously and Jesus WILL deliver you.
Now one of two things will happen, 1 - either you will have complete silence or 2 - good friendly voices will replace the evil hateful voices. I admit that I do still hear voices but they are extremely rare compared to how frequently I used to hear them, the volume is very low, and they sound protective, friendly, caring, and reassuring. Lots of times the stuff they're saying to each other is very cryptic and I don't know what they're talking about. In the past I remember this one day that I heard what sounded like a large crowd of people shouting the words "never forgiven" over and over all day long (this was back when I was being tortured by the evil spirits). And I remember during the spiritual battle hearing a huge crowd of good voices saying things like "praise God" and "time to exercise an evil Beast". I remember being pretty weirded out like "oooooohkay". (Just for the record, I was never demonically possessed. Like what was going on with that other girl; Annilese's spiritual problem situation, but I'm pretty sure it wasn't the same as mine. I was never "possessed" nor did I have seizures. I'm pretty sure I just had to get the evil piece of crap away from me.)
Anyways, tons of weird freaky stuff happened, but I can't possibly put all the details here unless I write a novel. There were times the voices sounded indescribably inhuman and evil, but that was only a few times out of about 3 years. Anyways the point is, I can focus on my life again. I can enjoy reality and actually concentrate on reality. Back when I was being tormented by evil voices it was so traumatizing and tormenting and overwhelming that I had trouble concentrating on what people were saying, music, reading, and movies. I think it was giving me pretty bad attention deficit disorder also it gave me PTSD. It gave me PTSD pretty bad to the point where I'm still trying to heal. I will have trouble with the pictures that I see in my head sometimes because of all the torment and trauma that I went through. Like.... I don't want to see anything blasphemous. I must say, please never seek out the paranormal or ghosts or play with Ouija boards. I made a major major mistake in the past before I started hearing voices of studying evil subjects and messing with the occult such as demonology, Jewish mysticism, goetian Magic, Ouija boards, and necromancy. I was ridiculously obsessed with ghost hunting and making contact with ghosts/spirits. Don't do that. Please never mess with magic or the occult or anything evil. Also, I used to listen to music that glorified Satan and I wore t-shirts that glorified Satan. I don't think that I was actually trying to glorify Satan. I just thought that the bands sounded cool.
Anyways, I have learned that there definitely IS a spirit realm and I found out EXACTLY who is in it - Jesus Christ. In the Bible there is a TON of scripture about hearing voices from the spirit realm. The Entire Book of Revelation is John listening to the voices of Sacred Spirits. The voices that are torturing people, people with schizophrenia, are the voices of evil spirits. They're always trying to play mind games with people to keep them distracted from the truth. There is only one way to make them leave you alone - Jesus. God gives us power and authority over evil through the blood of Jesus Christ. When I turned to Jesus, it seemed like a process, but my entire experience changed for the better. Anyone out there who is actually honestly being tormented by hateful voices that sounds just as real as actual people talking, I order you to take my advice very seriously. All the freakishly UNDENIABLE paranormal and Supernatural stuff I witnessed could not be passed off as coincidence, my mind playing tricks on me, or hallucinations, especially since other people actually heard the same voices I heard saying the same words I heard coming from the same direction at the same time. All this overwhelming amounts of paranormal activity, ceased around the time the evil voices were silenced.
Remember the story about Jesus casting the demons out of the man and into the pigs? When the demons went into the herd of pigs, the pigs immediately ran into the lake and killed themselves by drowning themselves. The reason most people with schizophrenia most commonly hear voices telling them to kill themselves, is because that is exactly what demons and satan want people to do. NEVER ever kill yourself. One time this guy in the room next to me ripped off part of the metal doorframe and committed su***de. The nurses were crying cause the sight was emotional. I could hear voices over in his room saying to him, "Just say his name backwards" over and over as he was dying. I've heard cryptic things at times, but I'm completely certain God is in complete control of what I hear and experience. Anyways... Please get as close to Father God as possible. Strive to live. God is life. Satan is evil. Live spelled backwards is evil. The opposite of live is death. Satan is evil, death, and destruction. Committing su***de is like running from God. Do NOT reverse God's creation. Su***de prevention should be EVERYONES' #1 priority on Earth. PERIOD! There IS life after death.
When your physical body dies and your senses finally start sensing the spirit realm that was around you all this time, we will all face Father God. Anyways, You want to take this spiritual approach as seriously as possible. And by this approach I mean, take Jesus as serious as possible. He IS the way to God and heaven. Do what God wants you to do. He knows, sees, and understands things going on in the spirit world that we do not. Trust what he says in the bible. He's just being protective. Pray lots of deliverance and curse-breaking prayers. I know other people who have had almost the same experience as me. Then there are people who took my advice and said it worked. Father God, Jesus, and the sacred Angels / Saints love you very much and want to guide you through this. Just please take this approach as serious as possible. Don't give up. There is hope.
Demon Buster will follow up with an informative article on the relationship of demons and mental ‘illness’.
