07/30/2025
Good Tuesday Evening, and as Always I will Praise the Lord. It's been a minute since my last post, I try to not put just anything on here, unless I feel the Lord tugging at my heart to share something with you. I know I can't see you, but how many of you have been experiencing like a heaviness or would I say sense that something is shifting and something major is coming, and it's not far away. It's not physical, it's Spiritual, you can sense theirs something going on. Do you go to bed, but still wake up tired, no matter how much sleep you get, it's never enough, that's because it's not physical, what you are feeling is a Spiritual weight, that something is going on in the atmosphere
and it is. Are you starting to be more solemn, not wanting to do some of the things that you thought was important but now seems miniscule. After saying all that I want to bring it home. During my prayer time, the Lord began to deal with my heart about being obedient and doing whatever He told me to do without hesitation, so you thought it was just you,
no, I am flesh just like you, I struggle with things just like you, I get frustrated just like you, but I know who my source is and it's the Lord. One of my assignments and duty is to get up at a certain time of the morning to go pray 🙏 and spend time with my Lord, but this flesh that we have likes to sleep, and so, there was times when I needed to get up, I rolled over and went back to sleep. Afterwards I would get up and go to work, Praise the Lord, listen to Christian music, even minister to
People whenever the Lord gave me an opportunity, but something for that day was always off, no matter what I did, to me something was missing. I didn't miss alot, but sometimes it was easy to justify why I didn't get up, im tired, cut the grass ,
worked overtime, just getting old, sounds familiar, but you get the picture.
Even though we are flesh, as a Child of God, we have the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of Truth, living on the inside of us, and we have to be Obedient to God whether it's comfortable or not. I Love my wife, and how she'll drop a nugget to me, then go back to whatever she's doing. She told me, you get up and go to work everyday, whether your tired or not, even if you are
late, you still go, and walked away.
I had to chew on that for awhile, but realized it was truth, it wasn't harsh, but truth, said in Love, but it touched me.
Then I was listening to a podcast of Tony
Evans, and I pray 🙏 for my Brother in Christ that the Lord will keep Him, and cover him. That's something for another post. Anyways, as I was listening to him,
It was as if the message was just for me, realize we serve a Awesome God, who Loves us more than you or I could imagine. He gave His only Begotten son Jesus to die for All of our sins, who had not a spot or blemish but carried every sin on that cross for You and Me, so that we would have eternal life, if we confessed with our mouth and believed in our hearts and asked Jesus to come into our hearts
(Romans chapter 10-9 tru 13) anyways back to the podcast, He said, paraphrasing, when the Lord tells you to do something and you don't, you are being disobedience, being a rebel, actively being defiant. Funny my wife said it the same day to what he said , and something clicked in me.
I knew in my heart when I didn't get up, if I asked for forgiveness with a broken and true heart, which I would, because it bothered me, but I still made excuses why I couldn't get up. Spoiler alert ⚠️ I made up in my heart, that I was getting up no matter what, and Praise the Lord, I haven't looked back, sometimes I wake up before the alarm goes off, and sometimes I get up with the alarm, but I get up and I meet with my God. And I put myself out there to say this!! Time is running out, I truly believe we are the generation that will see the Lord. Our enemy the devil is on overtime, distracting God's people, many have become quite, complacent, kind of just settled in, having the attitude it will just be whatever. And lastly, some have been deceived thinking their Saved and secure, living any kind of way, playing Church, and waiting on Jesus. Now is not the time to be slack, we have family, friends, associates, people we see every day, who are lost and on their way to hell, if they die in their sins. We need to be praying and interceding for them, the world, and asking the Lord to have Mercy on this wicked world. Instead of just sitting and waiting for the trumpet to sound, We need to make sure our Spiritual houses are in order, and that we are busy doing the work of the Father, because in the end, only what we've done for the Lord will stand. Everything else will be burned up, cast into the fire. I apologize for the lengthy post but I want to be Obedient and share what the Lord places on my heart, and if I can be transparent with you to show you we all struggle with things, but by the Grace of God, He will bring you through it, when you surrender your will to His, and so Yes Lord. I pray 🙏 for each one who reads this post, that whatever you may be struggling with, whatever storm you may find yourself in, know that it's not about religion, It's all about a relationship with a Loving and Awesome God, who will be there with you " No Matter What", all you have to do is call on Him and He will answer you. Love you all in Jesus name. Amen and Amen 🙏.