02/20/2025
As part of my morning prayer each day, I pray a consecration to the Sacred Heart of Jesus. The last two lines, “let me be a victim in the fire of your divine love,” has always stood out to me in a powerful way. I’ve often pondered, “what does it mean to be a victim in the fire of your divine love?” Just recently my treatment plan pivoted for my cancer, and now instead of surgery, I am going to be undergoing radiation. A couple weeks ago, one of the readings at Mass was from Malachi, focusing on the refiner’s fire—a passage that I’ve often also pondered—discussing impurities being burned away, so that only what is holy remains. And the next weekend at Mass, we had the reading from Isaiah where hot coals were placed on Isaiah‘s lips, which burned away impurities and allowed him to preach God to others. I realized on February 7, as I was doing my morning prayer, that the radiation that I will receive will be a burning away of the tumor, and I become a victim of God‘s divine love in a literal fire inside of my body. Galatians 2:19 reminded me that since I gave my cross to Christ on Calvary, I surrendered my cancer to him, that I’m able to fully live for Christ in the flesh through the resurrection. That’s where resurrected living begins, when we surrender whatever cross we carry to Christ on Calvary. What cross are you carrying? Are you ready to surrender it, to become a victim in the fire of His divine love, and to start living a resurrected life in the flesh?