07/13/2024
This is a horrible place that I'm living in. Being stuck in this Motel has been quite a disadvantage to my life in general. Anybody that knows me knows very well that I'm a nice guy, I have no act to grind with anybody or any race or any gender whatsoever for any reason. I like people in general. I'm also a licensed minister through the national Association of Christian Ministers which is an Independent Ministry Organization.. I studied through them using their tools of study and of course eventually obtained my ordination as well as a special ordination that I earned through extra studies.. a neighbor here at the motel insists that I'm not a pastor or minister and uses the excuse when gossiping about me to other people that it's because I'm racist.. where he got this from is from one thing only. I made or typed should I say, the comment online that I enjoy living in a community that is majority White. Let me explain briefly. Statistics still show that Hispanic and African Americans for the most part, with some exception, still prefer to live in areas that are majorly made up of their own race .. while it's obviously acceptable for minorities to feel this way about where they live, it's obviously racism if a white person feels this way. Even though the majority of Hispanics and blacks prefer to live where they're the majority, this doesn't by any means cast suspicion on any of them that feel that way, that they're racist and don't like white people.. but yet this neighbor of mine tends to believe I'm racist because I like land enjoy iving in a 85% white area... What he seems to overlook and ignorance is that he also lives in this 85% white area and if he's upset about the fact that I like living here for that reason, it seems to me hes the one that should move.. .. because it seems to me if he's bothered by the fact that I like living here because of the ratio that he must really be upset about the fact that the ratio exists to begin with.. am I right? So it seems to be that he's the one that should move if he's that upset about it. If he's still upset because I like living in an area that's 85% white then he should upset about the fact that it's 85% White not that I like living here for that reason.. .. he's also living in this area which makes him just as guilty as I am if it really comes down to a case of racism which it doesn't. Some people just like causing problems and trouble with people. I have no qualms with anybody at all. I'm a nice guy. I'm within the motel and I'm friendly to everybody and anybody that I pass by. This guy for some reason has started a bunch of crud and every time that he has the chance to talk to two of the people I made friends with here, he always has really nasty things to say about me. This guy doesn't even know me. He and I became friends for a short while and he for some reason just took a dislike to me... Even though I've always been polite to him and I've never been sarcastic or intrusive in any fashion or manner, he just don't like me.. my attitude is.. that's fine with me... Anybody that knows me well at all knows I'm a nice guy, I'm friendly, and I'm a caring and concerned Minister of the Christian faith. Independent... It's just more proof that it doesn't matter how nice you are, or how polite or how caring you are, there's always going to be somebody in your life that wants to upset the apple cart. Oy vey....
