02/12/2024
Good morning Church. I'm enjoying my last "free" day at the local java stop close to the house. I start a new job tomorrow so please pray the transition will go well and the Lord will use me in a new environment and amongst new people.
I haven't made it much of a priority in keeping in touch with those who follow Sacred Assembly Church, so please forgive me. Getting caught-up in this world can be somewhat overwhelming at times and yet it's all about our first love.
First love. What a thought. It's cliche to say that you never forget your "first love," but is it true? Does this statement correctly identify past desires and passions? Love had, but love lost. For many of us, that first love was an experience from our youth that has come and gone over the years and for me in my fifties, decades ago.
The Apostle John is writing about the Revelation of our Lord Jesus Christ, and early on in his letter he uses the term "first love" to call out the Ephesian Church, one of the Seven Churches in Asia.
On the outside, comparing to today's Church, they were rock-solid. The Apostle is writing to the Angel, which can literally be the Angel in charge to help support the individual parish or congregation, or some scholars suggest the Apostle is using the term to those in leadership, the Pastor or Priest.
What is without question, is the Churches rich history in the birth of the Church just decades earlier. The Apostle Paul ministered there three years (Acts 19:1, Acts 19:10, Acts 20:31). Aquilla and Priscilla, with Apollos served there (Acts 18:24-28). Paul’s close associate Timothy (1 Timothy 1:3) worked in Ephesus. According to strong and consistent historic tradition, the Apostle John also ministered there.
Reminds me what it may have been like, and still is, in worshiping at a Church where Martin Luther may have served in Wittenburg, or Charles Spurgeon. in NYC. But then again, many Christians tote their denomination with as much zeal as they would have a century ago, or today. Being a Christian doesn't always dismiss us from carnal pride and entitlement. And the Apostle John, being lead by the Holy Spirit, is making his point in this Holy Letter.
The Apostle writes for the Lord, and has a wonderful list we today would put in the "PRO" list...
- Good deeds - Toil & Perseverance - No tolerance for evil (men)
- Testing peoples character - Perseverance through tribulation
And yet....2:4 "they have left your first love." The ONE thing listed in the "CON" list.
This is key, they have LEFT their first love, they didn't LOSE their first love. As many of us have gone through, early on in maturing into adults and experiencing new feelings outside our selves, we thought we found our one true love, only to "lose it" because of a lack of maturity and wisdom. Someone said this, did that, and with such new experiences comes a flood of emotions and thoughts sometimes we're not capable of handling and so it ends many times prematurely.
But the Ephesian Church didn't lose their fist love, they LEFT it (!). This is much more damaging and severe. They had so much going for them as a fellowship: good works, no obvious doctrinal issues, great perseverance, and yet they left their first love. Truly sad. And yet, this narrative has remained constant throughout the centuries in so many Churches over the millenia. Regardless of their religious traditions.
This problem is so reminiscent of the Jewish people in the OT. The Lord rightly uses the metaphor of the marriage between the groom and the bride. Whenever the Jews would find themselves NOT having a Godly leader, they would fall into following idols, and committing "adultery." The Apostle John given the chance to speak to those early on could of used this same term he's using for the Ephesian Church. They left their first love. Again, and again, and again!
But what about us? Or me? I guess I can feel somewhat excused because I'm reflecting on the Ephesian Church and yet I think about the story of Abraham and Isaac. The great test of any person, and harder yet, as a parent. The Lord doesn't stand for being second to anyone or anything. Your son or daughter, your precious spouse, that beautiful '69 Camaro you restored in the garage...
But as the Lord ALWAYS does, the Father willingly holds out His hand to bring us to repentance and restoration. Back to our First Love. Back to our sweet Savior. Back to fellowship with the Holy Trinity in ALL aspects of our lives, especially our heart. Our first love.
And in that stream of thought, we may have had many first loves, and with it many broken hearts, but when it comes to truly being illuminated to the truth of the Gospel and the Cross our Savior endured, it's that realization that all other first love's pail in comparison to the Love of the Father, experienced through the sacrifice of His Son, and by the Power of the Holy Spirit.
The Cross and the Resurrection is the Ultimate act of Love to gain and be our First Love.
Lord, forgive us for losing our first love amongst the noise of our lives but even more so, forgive us for replacing our first love with earthly treasures and relationships that rust and corrode and don't last. And doesn't reflect your mercy, grace, and love. Now and forever more, be our First Love! Amen.
God bless you Church!