04/01/2026
Holy Wednesday…
The crowds have thinned, the questions slowed-tension is still there but it’s settling into something heavier.
While Jesus was still teaching, still loving, still walking toward the cross-a decision was being made in the dark.
Judas slipped away-not in a loud rebellion-not in a moment anyone would have noticed. Quietly. Step by step away from the One he had followed.
It’s easy to read that and feel distant from it-to think I never trade Him for something so small. But Holy Wednesday doesn’t let us stay there.
Because betrayal is rarely loud. It’s subtle. It looks like compromise. It feels like holding onto something while still trying to follow Him.
How often do I stay close enough to look like I’m with Him but far enough to keep control? How often do I choose what’s easy, what’s comfortable, what benefits me?
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Later, when Jesus knelt before Judas, He was not washing the feet of someone who might betray Him. He was washing the feet of someone who had already when to the chief priests to betray Him for 30 pieces of silver. The act of washing was not done in ignorance. It was done with full knowledge- in humility. On one side, thirty pieces of silver. On the other, water, a towel, & a deliberate act of service to someone who had already placed a price on him.
Jesus held nothing back- No confrontation. No exposure. No interruption. Only later would Jesus speak of betrayal, even then, He spoke in a way that did not immediately reveal Judas to the others. That restraint mattered. It showed that the washing was not a performance- a strategy to correct Judas. It was an act consistent with everything Jesus had already been doing.
The moment did not soften Judas’ betrayal, it clarified the nature of Jesus’ love. He did not wait for loyalty before He served. He did not limit His actions to those who would remain faithful. He acted according to who He was, not according to what others would do. The scene sat close to the meaning of the cross itself. Jesus would soon be handed over, sold, denied, and abandoned. Yet none of those things would define the terms of His giving. He would not give Himself because people were worthy. He would give Himself while they were not.
On this quiet Wednesday, before the cross, before the crowd, before the nails -we are faced with a question.
"What is He worth to me?"
Not in words or belief, but in what I choose
Because somewhere between Sunday’s praise and Friday’s cross, a heart decided, He was worth less.
So today come closer- Not halfway not with conditions but fully
Because He is still walking toward the cross-still choosing you.