08/23/2026
This post has no lesson at the endā¦because this is the start. ā¤ļø
I have hopes and dreams for the endingā¦but thankfully, God is the Writer.
Today we moved my son into college, and my daughter started her freshman year of high school this past week. Iāve handled it all pretty wellā¦until yesterday, when I spent a little too much time in my own head.
Suddenly, it hit me: my whole world is changing. And I felt the heaviness in my chest.
I know these are all GOOD changesā¦but I hate change. š¬
Thankfully, God placed some of my ārockā friends in my evening yesterday. One of them said something I needed to hear:
āYes, this is all good change, but your heart hasnāt caught up to it yet. Give it time.ā
So here I am.
My daughter is making new friends, trying new things, and navigating all the new āyesesā and ānosā that come with being a freshman.
My son no longer lives at home. Of course, heāll come home on weekends and holidays, but the dynamic of our family is changing.
Not bad. In fact very goodā¦butā¦
Justā¦different.
And maybe thatās what makes this season so hard. Weāre standing at the beginning of something new, and we donāt know what the story will look like yet.
There will be joys and celebrations. Memories and milestones. Fears and disappointments. Prayers, answered prayers to celebrate and some prayers that donāt look like we thought they should!
And through every bit of it, my only real choice is to trust God.
To trust that He is leading both of my kids toward the places, people and purposes He has for them.
So tonight, I donāt have some great lesson about how keeping the faith led to victory.
I only have my faith to keep right now.
Faith that God will continue to be there when I cannot be.
Faith that He is working even when I canāt see what He is doing.
Faith that His plans are better than the ones I could write myself.
āTrust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to Him, and He will make your paths straight.ā ā Proverbs 3:5-6
I know Iām not the only parent or grandparent feeling the weight of all the changes that come with this season.
As your world changesā¦as your life looks differentā¦as you wait for your heart to catch up with what your mind already knowsā¦
Trust Him.
Keep the faith.
Give it time.
And watch the story unfold.
Because our God is a beautiful Writer. ā¤ļø
And this?
This is only the beginning.