02/11/2019
"How I started actually understanding God's Word in the Bible" Once I submitted to God and I totally gave him my mind, body and soul..God started speaking to me, for the first time in my life I started actually understanding the words in my Bible as I begin reading through the chapters in my Bible. I've always read my Bible from time to time, I've always prayed and usually always thanked God for my life . I've even posted on social media giving glory to God for this or that..but honestly I never understood the words or chapters in the Bible..I'd read my Bible because of family that always told me I'd find peace in it, and answers through some of my life's trials and tribulations..but I never got it,never made real sense of it..after submitting to God on my own terms and giving him all my burdens, I started reading my Bible again an really made sense of the words..the more I read , the more I understood God's wisdom. For the first time in my life, I couldn't put the Bible down.the more I read, the more I could hear God speaking to me as he taught me his words..I felt the holy spirit in me, without a doubt I knew I was understanding his words an pronouncing words I couldn't before , because God was teaching me himself. Sometimes I'd still come across this word , or that word an ID be lost..not knowing its true meaning. So, i started a folder. A record of words I didn't understand, then on the next day id start out by researching the words on Google and writing down the definition to study it, learn it and memorize it..the words I couldn't pronounce or understand , we're now the words I craved to learn..I did my part with google and a smartphone..but still felt it, I knew the holy spirit had me, God was teaching me. I was doing my homework using technology God specifically designed ..thoughts like that continually ran through my mind, the deeper I got into my studies with God, the more I could feel a fire burning within me, I started seeing God everywhere, in absolutely every aspect of my life an my visions reach I started seeing God's amazing work, started feeling God's presence in every aspect of my daily life, even on my weak, bad days I could still feel God with me..he had lit a burning sensation within me that I can't even comprehend, I couldn't begin to explain the way I felt once the Holy Spirit reached me and took over my soul as it wrapped it's loving, peaceful grace around my heart..Giving me the most understanding , compassionate feelings for my enemies..that's the first of many things I felt as I started following God's lead while continuing my lessons and trials, test and tribulations with God..the more I felt the fire within me, the more I could I feel and see God testing me on a daily basis..felt as if each test was harder than the one before..I kept praying and everytime I felt lost or weak ID turn to my Bible or google, I started questioning God, I started challenging his words, I wanted more, I desired knowledge and confirmation on this or that..and every time I sought more. God was right there giving me more, confirming my answers and blessing me as I even challenged his holy book..That's when I soon knew I was truly saved, I had to do nothing more..God had confirmed to me that my faith in Heaven was forever sealed..I honestly felt it, I knew it without a doubt..but yet I kept being tested, I kept burning, I kept having visions or believes..I kept seeing God in every aspect of my life and one day ...during my own storm, I got " that call " God spoke to me.he used the devils work to tell me I was born not only born to serve him, but I was born for a divine purpose, I was saved and resurrected to be the one to break the chains..God was pulling me along all the way, he was not just letting me be saved and understand his words..he was teaching me, preparing me for the true destiny of my life..God was leading me, testing me and rebuilding me for his own purposes..an through a pure heart I was able to follow his way, to understand his words long before he revealed his divine plan for my life.
The day God called me I knew then what he wanted, I knew exactly what God wanted me to do..my entire life started making sense to me in an unexplainable, super natural way..it all just made sense, right then and there it all just became clear as the purest water fountain..I did fight it and try convincing myself that I was mistaken of his call, but God just kept on an on..nagging and pulling and leading my way..then he started revealing himself to me in other ways ..I kept praying and praying and studying my Bible, then the holy spirit spoke to me like never before through a vision of life..an I said yes..I answered God's call and kept praying..now I'm here today sharing this with you....I'm still praying and learning, studying and following God's way..but today I can say I do my way..God has revealed his plan to me..I'm born and rebuilt from the bottom up for this, from within me I was totally destroyed for this purpose. , to be totally rebuilt in God's plan. .so I'll keep following his way as I begin sharing my story or visions ..an I keep studying , I know the plan..so I will be speaking God's word and teaching his words along my way..He hasn't told me to wait until i get to where I'm going to tell it, God told me to tell it today..so today I'm telling it, announcing firmly in God's word that I'm headed on my way..I'm becoming a teacher for God's word as I follow his way..