09/03/2023
After thinking about it and praying about it, I am finally have come to a decision.
I have been lying to myself for the longest. I felt like I've had a calling upon my life to preach. I had the perfect avenue to do so, however it was a little too late when it was recognized by someone that I am close with and afforded me the opportunity. That opportunity allowed me to preach on a few occasions. But then our Friday night services were cut. The last opportunity I was given to share the word was with the men's ministry over two years ago.
Since then, I've been patiently waiting, praying, fasting, and still, nothing. What good is a calling if you are not allowed to move in it? I feel it is time to stop lying to myself and move on. The outlets I was creating like "Never Be The Same" and "3rd Timothy" will be going offline in a week. I will have some podcast equipment that will be available to anyone desiring to launch a podcast. I am no longer a minister or a preacher. Alcoholics will tell you "The first step to recovery is admitting that you have a problem." My problem is I have been delusional this entire time. I AM DONE.
Please reframe from calling or messaging the "I'm praying for you." I am a big believer in prayer. I pray every day. But I've been put on the shelf and been collecting dust for so long. I am ready to do something different since I'm not being utilized. If you seek spiritual guidance, please seek advice from your own pastoral leadership. I am no longer in that position to be of any help to you.
Be Blessed.
