07/20/2026
Hey gang! I know its been a while. This, I believe was my dark season. But I didn't stumble. The spirit left me, but not in disappointment at my actions, but rather to watch me walk on my own for the first time. I realized I am not worthy to teach anyone and am a child myself and less than all of you. So I found myself without the Lord as my copilot, just myself and my choices. I have done well, and hopefully pleased the Lord. I feel him near at times, but, for a solid year he held me up and gave me direction and wisdom to help on my path, he was there from dusk til dawn and guiding my dreams. And then one day, as if your father took off the training wheels, I was awake and he was gone. Like mentioned before, not out of disappointment or because of some grave error, just simply letting me stand for the first time like a baby. Now it has been a few months and I continued my life as he wishes, I stopped the ministry page and videos because I didn't feel his presence near, and anything I had to say would have been just my own thoughts, with no inspiration from the Lord. But I've held on, I kept my promises, I stayed true to my commitment, and fought with fallen angels every day. As of now I feel him guiding me a little at a time as I stay this path. It is narrow and often lonely, and I feel the world is against me daily, but I keep on. And so should you. Know that I am here, I haven't left, and I will keep his word. But also, you can rely on no man, or season, for they all change.