09/07/2026
I didn't write the long post below, but it sums everything up of where I am right now. The Lord tells me to rest. I don't know how. The Lord tells me to heal. I don't know where to start or the steps to take. It's strange when you are the one usually leading, and now it's like, what do I do? Where do I belong and fit in? Here's the post. It's so perfect and right on time.
Lord Help me Learn to Just rest right now.
Sometimes it’s hard for a preacher to go to church because church has been more than a place to worship—it has been their life, their calling, their responsibility, and their home.
A preacher may walk into a church and feel things that other people don’t see:
* The weight of people’s expectations. You’re used to being the one encouraging everyone else.
* The fear of being judged. When people know you as a preacher, it can feel like everyone is watching.
* The loss of your role. Sitting in a pew after spending years behind the pulpit can feel strange and painful.
* Hurt from people. Sometimes the deepest wounds come from people you served and loved.
* Pride and humility fighting each other. Not necessarily sinful pride—just the difficulty of going from being the one leading to simply being one of the congregation.
* Exhaustion. A preacher can become so spiritually and emotionally tired that even walking through the doors feels like work.
* Feeling like you don’t belong anymore. That can be especially painful when church used to be the place where you felt most at home.
But there is something important to remember:
You don’t have to be the preacher every time you walk through a church door. Sometimes you just need to be God’s child.
You don’t have to preach.
You don’t have to explain yourself.
You don’t have to fix anybody.
You don’t have to have the answers.
You can simply sit down, worship God, hear His Word, and let somebody else encourage you for a change.
And if one church isn’t the right place for you, that doesn’t mean God doesn’t have a place for you.
“Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” — Matthew 11:28
Sometimes the preacher who has spent years telling everybody else to come to Jesus has to learn that Jesus is also inviting the preacher to come and rest.