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06/25/2026

Ups and downs

06/24/2026

We blame Judas, but rarely pay attention to what the Pharisees said to him.

The most dangerous religious words are not false doctrine. They are the words that dismiss a broken person.

Judas came back. That part almost never gets preached, because the story is more comfortable when it ends at the betrayal. Scripture says he changed his mind, and the weight of his guilt grew so unbearable that he ran back to the temple. He did not run off to hide the money. He went looking for the only people he believed had the authority to help him carry his shame.

He stood before the chief priests, handed them the thirty pieces of silver, and confessed plainly: "I have sinned by betraying innocent blood." That should have been the most important conversation of his life. Instead, it became his ex*****on.

Look at the last four words the religious leaders threw at a man breaking into pieces in front of them. They saw his tears, they saw the money, and they asked, "What is that to us?" Then came the dismissal: "See to it yourself."

They had used him to get what they wanted, and the moment he was no longer useful, they discarded him. They handed his guilt straight back and shut the door of mercy in his face. Jesus said these same leaders had taken away the key of knowledge, refusing to enter themselves and refusing to let anyone else enter. They held what Judas needed. They knew the words that would have eased him, and they withheld them. They were not ignorant. They were indifferent. They knew exactly what they were doing.

Matthew records what happened next in the very next sentence. Judas threw the coins onto the temple floor, walked outside, and hanged himself.

The link between their words and his death is no accident. Their words broke him more than the betrayal did. He felt Jesus was far beyond his reach, so he turned to the religious leaders as the next people who, under the religion he knew, might at least ease his guilt.

Let us be clear about something. Judas was responsible for his choices. Foreknowledge does not cancel them. God did not move him like a puppet on a string. God knowing what Judas would do is not the same as God making him do it. The same sovereignty that foreknew the betrayal also gave Judas real, repeated chances to choose differently.

But we cannot ignore the terrifying truth: when a broken man reached out to religious authority for a way back, even though they could not save him, their cold, performance-based legalism killed his last shred of hope.

Imagine what might have happened if those leaders had spoken grace to a man already crushed by his own failure.

Peter also denied Jesus. Three times, with oaths. The difference between Peter and Judas is not only one of character, but of how each responded to the grace available to them. Believers are not all wired the same way. Some carry grief and trauma in a way that makes them desperate for another person to talk to; others work through it alone. So it is not enough to say, "Well, he should have acted like Peter," or "He just needed a personal relationship with God.”

You cannot know what would have happened if the religious leaders had answered Judas differently. But the question is still worth asking, because the same pattern is still producing the same result in living people today.

Many people in the middle of a mental health crisis, deep shame, or religious trauma will tell you that the words of a religious leader broke them far more than the sin or abuse they were trying to escape. When a response is cold, dismissive, or merely correct without being human, it does not just fail to help. It confirms their worst fear, that even here, there is nothing for them.

Grace-filled words do not excuse or minimise a wrong. Accountability still matters. But there is a vast difference between addressing a sin while keeping the person in view and addressing a sin while abandoning the soul. Insensitivity dressed up as a love for truth is not holiness. It’s indifference wearing religious clothing.

We watch this same pharisaical spirit play out in ordinary relationships over the smallest doctrinal disagreement. We turn cruel with our words, blind to how much our self-righteousness is tearing at their sanity.

Scripture says those who are spiritual should restore the one caught in a fault gently. The gentleness is not decoration. It is the instruction.

Judas was broken. We cannot take that from him. Neither can we take from him the moment he came back to make it right and was turned away by the very people who should have known better. We have spent centuries examining his failure and almost no time examining ours.

The Pharisees were theologically correct and humanly absent at the same time. That combination has been producing the same result ever since.

If Judas walked through your door with that confession, would your response sound more like those four words, or more like the three questions Jesus asked Peter on the shore?

Ref: Matthew 27:3-10, John 13:21-27, John 21:15-17, Luke 11:52, Acts 2:23, Galatians 6:1

06/24/2026

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06/23/2026

You've ever noticed how God can use a person so powerfully, and yet the thing that eventually trips them up is not some giant devil waiting outside, but something they never dealt with inside?

Think about Moses for a second.

Moses.

The man God called friend.

The man who spoke with God face to face. Not through a dream. Not through a prophet. Not through an angel. Face to face. If there was ever a man you would have expected to enter the Promised Land without question, it was Moses.

Yet after all those encounters, after all those miracles, after all those years of leading Israel, it was anger that met him at the finish line.

Anger.

Imagine that.

Then you look at Solomon and you almost have to shake your head.

God literally told him, "Ask me for whatever you want."

Now if that was most of us, we would have produced a prayer list so long that the angel carrying it would need assistance. But Solomon asked for wisdom. And we are told that God was so pleased with that request that He gave him wisdom, riches, honor and influence: everything.

Yet somehow the wisest man on earth made some incredibly unwise decisions later in life.

It almost sounds funny until you realize it is tragic.

The man who could solve everyone else's problems struggled with the condition of his own heart.

Then there is Elisha.

Elisha looked at Elijah and said, "I want a double portion."

And he got it.

Not half.

Not almost.

A double portion.

He walked in extraordinary power. Miracles followed him everywhere. Yet when you step back and look carefully, you begin asking questions.

Who was carrying that mantle after him?

Who had he raised?

Who had he fathered into what God had placed upon his life?

It is almost as if he had so much power flowing through him that he never fully prepared someone else to carry it after him.

And when you start looking through Scripture, a pattern begins to emerge.

The enemy is not always after your anointing.

Sometimes he is after the thing beneath the anointing.

Because he understands something many believers don't.

He knows where to meet you.

Oh, he has no problem with you going to church.

Wake up at 5 a.m. if you want.

Attend every service.

Join every prayer meeting.

Quote every scripture.

Post every sermon clip.

See, the enemy does not sit in a corner trembling because you uploaded another worship status.

He just asks a simple question.

"Where is the unresolved place?"

"Where is the wound?"

"Where is the pride?"

"Where is the bitterness?"

"Where is the insecurity?"

"Where is the anger they have learned to call personality?"

Because that is where he likes to build.

And the frightening thing about inner battles is that we defend them.

Nobody defends an enemy standing at the gate.

But we defend ourselves all the time.

"That's just how I am."

"That's my personality."

"I have always been like this."

"I was born this way."

"This is just me."

And all the while the Holy Spirit says, "No. That is not who you are. That is what you have become comfortable with."

There is a difference.

Because the enemy's greatest trick is not always making you sin.

Sometimes it is convincing you that your bo***ge is your identity.

So now you stop fighting it because you think it is part of you.

You stop confronting it because you have renamed it.

Your anger becomes "being real."

Your pride becomes "confidence."

Your bitterness becomes "discernment."

Your stubbornness becomes "strength."

And before long, the very thing that should have been brought to the altar becomes something you introduce as your personality.

That is why I honestly believe the greatest battles in life are not external.

External battles are easier.

At least you know who the enemy is.

You know where he is standing.

You know what he is doing.

But inward battles?

Those are different.

Those battles happen in secret.

Those battles happen in thoughts.

Those battles happen in motives.

Those battles happen in the places nobody sees except God.

And if we are being truthful, conquering a city is often easier than conquering yourself.

That is why Proverbs says a man who rules his spirit is greater than one who takes a city.

Because cities don't argue back.

Your flesh does.

Cities don't justify themselves.

Your flesh does.

Cities don't tell you, "This is just who you are."

Your flesh does.

Which is why perhaps one of the most dangerous prayers we can pray is not, "Lord, use me."

It is, "Lord, search me."

Not, "Lord, increase my platform."

But, "Lord, expose what is still alive in me that should have died."

Not, "Lord, give me more power."

But, "Lord, give me a heart that can carry power without being destroyed by it."

Because what good is it to arrive at great heights and discover that the greatest threat was never outside of you?

What good is it to conquer nations and lose the war within?

Maybe the next move of God in our lives is not another anointing.

Maybe it is another level of surrender.

Maybe before God gives us more influence, He wants to deal with our hearts.

Maybe before He enlarges our territory, He wants to enlarge our character.

And maybe the prayer for this season is simple:

"Holy Spirit, work on me."

Work on the places I have excused.

Work on the places I have defended.

Work on the places I have hidden.

Because I don't just want to start well.

I don't just want to be powerful.

I don't just want to be gifted.

I want to finish well.

And if that means God has to deal with me before He uses me, then so be it.

Because a transformed heart is a far greater miracle than a gifted life.

06/18/2026

Most of Israel saw giants and missed the inheritance. 5 women saw the inheritance and forgot about the giants.

THE WOMEN WHO REFUSED TO LOSE THEIR INHERITANCE

Most people remember the giants in Canaan.

Few remember the five women who believed God’s promise more than the majority of Israel.

While an entire generation died in the wilderness because of unbelief, five daughters—Mahlah, Noah, Hoglah, Milcah, and Tirzah—stood before Moses and asked for something remarkable:

They wanted their inheritance.

Think about that.

The land had not yet been conquered.
The Jordan had not been crossed.
Jericho still stood.
The promise had not yet become a reality.

Yet these women were already concerned about their portion in what God had promised.

That is faith.

Faith does not deny obstacles.
Faith does not ignore reality.
Faith simply places greater confidence in what God has said than in what circumstances appear to be saying.

The wilderness generation spent forty years focusing on giants, problems, fears, and impossibilities.

The daughters of Zelophehad focused on the promise.

The difference between spiritual defeat and spiritual victory is often found right there.

One generation kept looking backward toward Egypt.

The next generation was looking forward toward Canaan.

When these women brought their case before Moses, the Lord’s response was powerful:

“The daughters of Zelophehad are right.” (Numbers 27:7)

Why?

Because they were not challenging God’s plan—they were claiming God’s promise.

There is a tremendous lesson there for every believer.

Too many Christians spend their lives occupied with what they have lost, what others have done to them, what circumstances are against them, or what obstacles stand in front of them.

Meanwhile, God has already provided an inheritance that can never be taken away.

As members of the Royal Family of God, we have been blessed with every spiritual blessing in heavenly places in Christ (Ephesians 1:3).

We are heirs of God and fellow heirs with Christ (Romans 8:17).

We possess a spiritual inheritance that is eternal, secure, and guaranteed by the ministry of God the Holy Spirit.

The question is not whether God has provided it.

The question is whether we believe it.

And if we truly believe it, why don’t we live like it?

Esau traded his inheritance for a temporary appetite.

The daughters of Zelophehad treasured an inheritance they had not yet seen.

One lived by sight.

The others lived by faith.

Every believer eventually faces the same decision.

Will we live occupied with the temporary, or will we live occupied with the eternal?

Will we focus on giants, or will we focus on promises?

Will we inherit the unbelief of previous generations, or will we advance in the plan of God through faith in His Word?

The daughters of Zelophehad remind us that spiritual maturity begins when we stop looking back at Egypt and start claiming by faith what God has already promised.

They never fought a giant.
They never led an army.
They never parted a sea.

They simply believed God.

And sometimes that is the greatest victory of all.

“For we walk by faith, not by sight.” (2 Corinthians 5:7)

Keep your eyes on the inheritance.
Keep your eyes on the promises.
Keep your eyes on the One who made them.

The giants may be real.

But God’s Word is greater.

06/17/2026

06/11/2026

God's first question after the fall was not about the sin. It was about the source.

When the Creator walked through the trees looking for the man he made, He already knew exactly what was going on. He was not playing hide-and-seek. He was looking at a crime scene.

When Adam shouted from behind the bushes that he was hiding because he was naked, God did not ask who stole his clothes. He asked a question that looks simple on paper, but should shake you to your core.

"Who told you that you were naked?"

In other words, Who gave you this information about yourself. The question was not about nakedness. It was about the source of the information.

Look at how the enemy actually works. The devil had no real power to force Adam or Eve to touch that fruit. He had no guns, no chains, and no way to force their hands. So he did something much worse. He took the exact words God spoke, twisted them slightly, and tricked them. He made humanity use their own strength to break their own hearts.

They used their own hands to build their own prison.

When God looked at the leaves they used to cover themselves, he was not looking at clothes. He was looking at fear. He was asking about where they got their news. He was saying, "Where did you learn the words for shame? Who gave you permission to call yourself broken when I already called you beautiful?"

God is still asking the same question. With the same searching tone He used when He called out "Where are you?" Not demanding. Finding.

Who convinced you that the reason your spouse packed their bags and left is because you are just impossible to love?
Who whispered to you that if your own mother could not find a reason to stay and raise you, nobody else will ever want to keep you either?
Who told you that your miscarriage was God punishing you for the mistakes of your past?
Who told you that you are only meant to be loved for a short time before people find someone better and leave you behind?
Who told you that you are broken beyond repair?
Who told you that you are not loved?
Who told you that you are abandoned?
Who told you that your past disqualifies your future?
Who told you that you are too much for the people around you?
Who told you that you are not enough?
Who told you that God is disappointed in you?
Who told you that your sin is too great for grace?
Who told you that you will always be this way?
Who told you that what happened to you is what you are?
Who told you that you are a burden nobody wants to carry?
Who told you that nobody truly sees you?
Who told you that the good things are for other people and not for you?
Who told you that God stopped listening?
Who told you that the silence means He left?
Who told you that you have to earn your way back?
Who told you that you are too far gone?
Who told you that you are not worthy of being found?

None of those voices are My Father’s voice. God never handed you those razor blades.

The enemy took your pain, your history, your failure, your wound and offered you a conclusion about what it means. And somewhere along the way you agreed with it. You spoke it. You lived from it. You organized your entire relationship with God around it.

You did not get that heavy, sick feeling in your stomach from your Father in heaven. You picked it up from a bitter, angry parent who treated you like an inconvenience when you were a child. You got it from a cold father whose approval you are still begging for even though he has been dead for ten years. You took it from an abusive ex who left you so damaged that you now think peace is just the scary quiet time before the next fight.

The worst part of your life is that you have taken the ugly words of your abusers and your failures, and you have believed them like they are the Bible.

You are running away from the only love that can actually heal you. You are using anxiety, perfectionism, and anger like a shield just to keep people from seeing how badly you are bleeding inside.

Look at how sad this is. You are acting as the judge and the ex*****oner of your own soul. You are using a law that God tore up a long time ago. You are like a rich person starving to death on the street because you believed a letter a homeless person wrote about your bank account.

Stop treating the bad thoughts in your head like they come from God. Stop letting a liar tell you what a masterpiece is worth.

He used the same strategy against Jesus in Matthew 4:3 "If you are the Son of God." Starting with the identity God had just declared at the baptism; "This is my beloved Son" and inserting a question mark. See? its the Same source and mechanism. Jesus answered the only way it can be answered. "It is written." He refused to negotiate with the reinterpretation. He went straight back to what God had said before the question mark was induced by the enemy.

God's response to Adam and Eve was not what they expected. He covered them. The first blood in Scripture was not shed as judgment. It was shed as a garment. He rebuked nothing. He covered everything. The first act of grace in human history was God addressing what shame had exposed before anything else was said.

Every shame-based belief you carry has a source. And the source was never the One who made you.

Who told you that you were naked?

Ref: Genesis 2:25, Genesis 3:1-21, Matthew 4:1-11, John 8:44, Romans 8:1