06/08/2026
Monday, June 8, 2026
Psalm 55: 6
6And I say, “O that I had wings like a dove! I would fly away and be at rest…
Psalm 73: 23
23Nevertheless, I am continually with you; you hold my right hand…
Ever wanted to fly away?
Many years ago, my family took our elderly mother to a fine restaurant to celebrate her 84th birthday. I can never forget how the dinner closed. We had arranged for a beautiful cake, and a waiter served the pieces to us, serving her first.
“Happy birthday,” he said. “I hope you have many more.”
My mother, who by that time paid little heed to politeness, preferring instead plain honesty in a way so many old people do, responded in a manner which erased the waiter’s smiling joy in an instant.
“I hope it’s the last one,” she said.
Her absolute sincerity cast a pall over a joyous evening, and I later asked why she had said such a thing. She seemed, after all, in relatively good health for her age, still lived in her own home, still was capable of driving and carrying out the myriad duties of life, shopping, light cleaning, attending church, and so forth.
“Everyone I ever knew has died,” she said. “All my friends are gone. My brothers and sisters. I can feel my mind going. I am ready.”
Ever since that day, I have reflected a little on the nature of prayer. I believe most of us treat prayer as a formal thing, a moment when we stop normal activity and turn our minds to God, often a moment filled with desperate pleas, a time when emotion often overcomes us because of intractable problems and desperate realities. I decided, finally, that my mom’s statement was a fervent prayer, spoken to people, but heard by God. Within a week, she was involved in an auto crash, suffered a brain aneurysm, went into a coma, and died.
The doctors told us the aneurysm was, indeed, caused by the crash, but occurred only because she had probably undergone several small strokes in the preceding months. I think she knew, and I think her words were her prayer.
My mother, like almost everyone I know, had great moments of joy in her life and terrible seasons of pain and struggle. She was apart from her first husband for years while he fought on the Pacific Islands. Her marriage failed a decade after the war when he became an alcoholic and abandoned her, leaving behind his three children. For years, we lived on the cliff’s edge of absolute poverty, saved only by her courageous struggle to provide. She was Roman Catholic, and in the 1950s that meant divorce was absolutely prohibited. Her church refused her sacraments.
She lost her church for a time, but she never lost her faith. She insisted we children attend church classes and worship regularly. A cross always had a place in our home, as did the Bible.
She prevailed, I believe, not because of her strength or her faith or her knowledge. She prevailed because she never let go of the hand of God, who was with her in every time and place.
We all want at times to flee, to leave behind some struggle, some difficulty. We are all ready at times to surrender. Nevertheless, we are not alone. A hand is there to hold ours, to lift us, to give us strength. A power exists which hears our prayers, even when we don’t intend them to be prayers. The power is love.
Help me, O Lord, to be with you continually, to hold you ever in my mind.
Hymn of the day: The Prayer. Rossford UMC - Media.
Rev. Lawrence Keeler