08/02/2026
While purchasing supplies for our upcoming walk, I had a providential encounter with the cashier. At first glance she seemed like a fierce Latina with a poker face, which is the perfect attitude to work a little store on rough-and-tumble SE 82nd. She had a small black cross tattooed on her cheek, the kind you get in prison or growing up in tough neighborhoods. Across her chest was an ornate tattoo reminding herself: "You Are Beautiful." Which she obviously was, thus indicating that she came from a rough background where she experienced things to doubt that. Finally, she wore a gold necklace like the one pictured below, which strikingly resembled the image on the front of the Urban Missionaries t-shirt I was wearing. So I naturally pointed this out, and her demeanor instantly changed, as though she had really needed to talk to a fellow Christian.
It turns out she had just moved up from California for a much-needed fresh start, and was still living out of her car until she could save up some money and find housing. Her necklace was very precious to her, and she told me she had it engraved with the words, "Be Still", after Psalm 46 ("Be still and know that I am God."). She knew I was buying supplies for our addict friends on the streets, and in a cautious but determined way, said "Bless you." She really meant it, and I could tell she rarely said such things so I took it as a real blessing on our work.
But meeting her was already a blessing, even if she had held back those words. For I needed to hear the words engraved on her necklace, "Be Still." I have been enduring some painful neurological issues after my leukemia treatment, where my mind sometimes revolts at sensory stimulus, and I have to go hide away from bright lights and any kind of noise. It only happens a few times a month, but it is very painful and disorienting. In those times I've begun to discover that the cure is to enter into the presence of God, to "Be Still" and hide in His bosom. My experience with the cashier felt like a divine confirmation of this new strategy. May God bless her, and please say a prayer that her new life blossoms and that she becomes fully alive in Christ.