06/01/2026
๐๐ผ๐ฑ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ก๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐๐ฎ๐ถ๐น๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐จ๐
๐๐ฃ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐จ๐ฉ ๐ค๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐ง๐๐๐ฉ ๐ฟ๐๐ฅ๐ง๐๐จ๐จ๐๐ค๐ฃ, ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐ค๐ง๐ ๐จ๐๐ซ๐๐ ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ค๐ช๐ฅ๐ก๐ ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ช๐๐๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐๐๐ข ๐ฉ๐ค ๐ฉ๐ง๐ช๐จ๐ฉ ๐๐๐ข.
๐๐บ ๐๐ญ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ ๐๐ฏ๐บ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ
Back in 1935, the Great Depression was felt throughout the United States. My husband and I were the parents of two little girls, who at that time were six and eight years old. For the previous five years, we had operated a concession stand in a golf course clubhouse. Conditions were not as good as they should have been, in either our business or our once happy home. My husband had dedicated his life to Christ as a young man and for a time had sincerely tried to serve God. I had believed in God ever since I was a little girl. However, I did not understand real salvation. I thought if I went to church, did my best to be a good wife and mother, and treated my neighbors right, I would go to Heaven someday. I did help anyone who came to me hungry or in need. When I was a small child, I had known real hunger, because my father was an alcoholic and my mother had to work at anything she could find to try to feed her four children.
In the Depression years there were many men walking the highways in search of work. They came to our clubhouse offering to work for a little food. We could not turn them away, but our profits dwindled. Also, to my great disappointment, my husband started to drink and to smoke the big ci**rs we had for sale. Our profits dwindled even more.
Then, my husband narrowly escaped a speeding train that almost struck his car as he was crossing the railroad tracks. The Lord, in His mercy, began talking to both of us. We knew that we should leave that place and try to get back to where God wanted us to be. But we didnโt have the money to move, and we wondered if anyone in those days had enough money to purchase our concession stand. We put an advertisement in the paper and had an answer soon from a couple who had to come to our climate for their health. They had little money, but we didnโt care. We only wanted enough to move away from that place.
We left in an old Model T Ford, partly held together with hay wire. Our two little girls were in the back seat with our dog, as well as several cats in a cardboard box. We also pulled a trailer with a few boxes of clothes and a crate of chickens. As we left, I looked back and said, โThank you, Lord,โ for I felt that we were like the Children of Israel leaving Egypt, trouble, and sin.
The only place we could stay temporarily was in my mother-in-lawโs home in Portland, Oregon. It was not far from the Apostolic Faith tabernacle, and a camp meeting was in progress. The building was open on all sides in those days, and we could hear the musicโthe songs of many happy Christians singing the praises of God.
One evening we went to hear the music, or I should say, the Lord led us there. As soon as I stepped onto those holy grounds, I knew that God was there, and somehow a hope sprang up in my soul. What an inspiring evening that was! I marveled at the testimonies, the sermon, and the praying of many voices in unison that sounded like the surging rush of a mighty waterfall.
I was given a church paper to take home. I took it out of courtesy, not really intending to read it. I had read so many religious papers over the years, and I was still all wrapped up in my own miserable thoughts about our unhappy home and the fact that I was fast becoming crippled with arthritis. But the Lord was leading us to paths of glory. One day as I was ironing, so ill I could hardly work, the Lord spoke to my heart. The words were so real. He said to me, โRead that Apostolic Faith paper.โ I began to weep, and with trembling hands I picked up the paper from where it was rolled up on the table. The tears blinded my eyes, and I could not see to read. But suddenly, as if they were written in letters of fire, I could plainly see these words, โEarnestly contend for the faith which was once delivered unto the saintsโ (Jude 3).
At once my spiritually blinded eyes were opened and I knew that I was a sinnerโa self-righteous one trusting in my own goodness and good works to get me into Heaven. I remember holding that paper over my heart and earnestly praying, โOh, Lord, forgive me and I will serve you the rest of my life.โ Such a simple prayerโbut what marvelous results! Instantly all my burdens left me, and such wonderful peace flooded my soul as I felt the cleansing power of the Blood of Jesus wash away all the sin, doubt, and unhappiness from my life.
My husband was late coming home that evening, and I thought he was out looking for work. As he came in the back door, I looked at him with wonder for he looked young againโjust as he had looked when he first started to serve Jesus, before all the sin and trouble had overtaken him. I said, โWhat has happened to you?โ He replied, โJesus saved me, and today as I was praying at the Apostolic Faith camp meeting, Jesus sanctified me. I am not going to drink any more or cause you any more trouble.โ With joy I answered, โI didnโt know what to call it, but something happened to me, too! As I was reading the church paper, I prayed, and Jesus completely changed my life. I forgot to finish my ironing! Instead, I have been reading the Bible. I never knew it was such a wonderful Book with so many wonderful promises.โ
In the days ahead, the Lord carefully took us through many hard trials to prove us and to help increase our faith in Him. One day He showed me that I needed to forgive someone for a great wrong. I knew I could say that I forgave, but could I really mean it in my heart? I prayed much about it and finally I was able to tell the Lord, โYes, I can really forgive.โ At that moment I was instantly healed of the arthritis.
Our youngest daughter had been ill from the time she was an infant. Physicians had not been able to help her. After we were saved, we decided to trust the Lord for her healing. For a long time she grew worse. One night as I prayed beside her bed, I looked out of the window at the stars and said, โOh Lord, what have I done that You do not hear my prayer and heal our child?โ A Scripture came to my mind, โCast not away therefore your confidence, which hath great recompense of rewardโ (Hebrew 10:35). My husband and I prayed all night by her bed. Then, on another night, she went to sleep ill, as usual, but in the morning, she was entirely healed. Jesus had touched her during the night and the illness never returned.
The time had come for our second camp meeting, and we wanted to stay on the campground. We were told that we could use a tent, and we did have some furnishings, but we needed a stove and money was scarce. Our family prayed together in our kitchen that God would help us be there for the camp meeting. Kneeling in a corner of the room, the daughter who had been healed was praying very earnestly, โLord, give us a stove so we can go to camp meeting.โ After we finished praying, my husband went for a walk and passed an old house that workmen were taking apart. In one of the rooms was a small cast iron wood stove. My husband asked the foreman if he wanted to sell it. He replied, โIf you can take it away, you may have it.โ That stove served us very well for several camp meetings. I could even bake biscuits on it!
One Saturday night, I looked through the cupboard trying to find something to feed our family. Finally, we sat down and thanked the Lord for a very thin soup. The next day was Sunday, and we always packed a lunch and stayed all day at church. I looked at my husband and wondered, โWhat will we do for lunch?โ He looked thoughtful but said, โWe will trust the Lord.โ
At that moment there was a knock at the front door. We all hurried to answer it, and there was a young woman from the Apostolic Faith Church holding a box of groceries. As she brought them in, she said, โMother was doing dishes when the Lord laid it on her heart to send you this food.โ There was stuffed breast of veal, bread and butter, milk, fruit, and vegetables. We dropped to our knees in a great prayer of thanksgiving, not only for the food but for people who were close enough to the Lord to know when some of His children were in need. We thanked God also that He had revealed to us that we could trust Him in hard places.
In our first year as new Christians, we found that we should trust, believe, and do Godโs will. Through many years since then, He has never failed us.
๐๐ญ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ ๐๐ฏ๐บ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ด๐ฃ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ, ๐๐ข๐ธ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ, ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฑ๐ต๐ช๐ป๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ค๐ข๐ฎ๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ช๐ฏ 1935. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ข๐บ ๐๐ค๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ญ ๐๐ถ๐ฏ๐ช๐ฐ๐ณ ๐๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ข๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ฐ๐ณ๐ต๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด ๐ค๐ฉ๐ถ๐ณ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐บ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฅ๐ถ๐ค๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐๐ฉ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ต๐ฎ๐ข๐ด ๐ฑ๐ข๐จ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฏ๐ต๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ข๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ข๐ค๐ญ๐ฆ. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ญ๐บ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ธ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ต๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ณ 2, 1991.