03/06/2026
One of the most precious pieces of Torah to me occurs in this week’s portion Ki Tissa.
In this portion, the people famously build a calf of gold to worship, in their anxiety about Moses’ absence. They dance around this idol, proclaiming, “This is your god, O Israel” (Exodus 32:4). I always imagine them pointing at it when they say that.
The golden calf was solid, defined, clear, certain. They could point to it and declare clearly what they considered it to be.
But of course, this was a false deity, the worship of which had dramatic consequences for the people.
Compare this to a later passage in this portion, which describes God encountering Moses “face-to-face” in the Tent of Meeting, indicated by the presence of a pillar of cloud.
A cloud is formless, untouchable, uncertain, transient—all the things the golden calf was not. The moment one tries to touch a cloud, it slips through one’s fingers.
Understanding God through this image means a great deal to me. So often, when it comes to the Divine or anything else that matters, we want certainty, surety, stability, the ability to point at something and say clearly what it is.
But, this portion reminds us, God, and most other things that matter, often aren’t like that. They are cloudy, murky, uncertain and constantly changing. Any certainty that we’ve got it all figured out is actually idolatry.
Rather, we hold truth lightly, like a cloud, having faith while also being open to deepening or changing what we thought we knew.
I’ve been thinking about these two images this week with respect to the war that broke out last Shabbat between the United States and Israel with Iran.
As is to be expected with such a major development in this climate, there was an immediate rush to declare what this was and to pass judgement on it, both positively and negatively—to point at something and say definitively what it is.
I have no great expertise in such strategic considerations and I’ll let those who do bring it to bear.
But what seems wise to me in this moment, at least, is to resist the temptation to come to grand conclusions about what this all means and how it will all work out.
Big things will likely emerge from this war. But what they will be, I think, is too early to say.
I pray that this attack will result in safety and peace for Israel, for the people of Iran and other countries in the region, and for our own country.
For now, I am mindful of those in harm’s way, of those stranded by flight cancellations, of the Israelis who celebrated Purim in bomb shelters and lost their homes to Iranian missiles, and of the US servicemembers who gave their lives during this mission. I pray for the leaders of our country, Israel, and the other involved nations to be blessed with wisdom and strength as they navigate this situation.
Perhaps by next Purim, something clearer will emerge from the cloud.