10/26/2017
WHO AM I TO YOU? - PART 2
Jesus is not only holy, He is my friend. My BEST friend. I used to tell Him jokes all the time until I realized that He already knew the punch line! That made me so sad to realize that. I think it made Jesus sad, also, because I didn’t tell Him anymore jokes after that. I do believe it’s time I do that again.
Jesus is the One I go to for guidance and advice. He is ALWAYS right, even when I try to get Him to see how what He is asking me to do is not the best choice. I have learned to be obedient to what He says because when I do things ALWAYS work out the way He said they would. Granted, it’s never done in the way I expected – EVER – but it’s the best way it could have possibly turned out. I think Jesus takes great delight in showing just how clever and inventive He is – and I’m perfectly OK with that. I love how He continues to impress me day after day, year after year!
When I’ve blown it, He forgives me. When I’ve really blown it, He still forgives me. When I’ve been angry with Him, He’s been patient. When I’ve accused Him of not keeping His word, He’s shown me how He has – just not in the timing I would have liked. As if the Creator of the Universe has to do anything on my time table! How arrogant I have been at times – and yet He continues to love me and shower His blessings upon me. Repentance is a beautiful thing, indeed.
I used to be fearful and worry about things a lot. Jesus has taught me there is absolutely no need to fear. He sees, He knows, He already has a plan. Nothing can EVER touch my life that He hasn’t already foreseen how it would affect me. He plainly tells us in the Bible that we are going to have tough times, trials, and even some things that absolutely devastate us. All these things are from the enemy of our souls (Satan), not God. He tells me He has not given me a spirit of fear, but a spirit of power, love, and a sound mind. If I’m thinking straight (with “the mind of Christ”), walking in His power (which stomps on all power of the enemy), and in His love, what and whom could stand against me and prevail?! Jesus is my Peace and Assurance. He is the reason I can stay calm and collected in very difficult times and situations. I can completely and confidently trust Him to take care of me and everything that concerns me. If only I had learned this early on in my walk with Jesus!
This may sound strange, but He is my Banker. Yep, I just wrote that out loud. If I have a financial need, I don’t go to a bank or ask someone if I can borrow the money. The Bible says that God owns the cattle on a thousand hills. What that means in today’s financial vernacular is God has serious bank and He’s willing to share it with me. I’ve had to learn that He laughs at the world’s deadlines and He will provide what I need, when I need it (according to HIS calculations, which does not necessarily coincide with the world’s due dates), and in the way He sees fit. I can’t tell you how many times I had to apologize to the Lord for fretting or ranting, only to see Him come through in ways that totally amazed me. I finally decided to trust Him and His ways. Believe me, it will save you from eating a lot of crow!
It is Jesus that makes me better than I am. My very best efforts in life weren’t good enough. I would start to make some headway then things would fall apart – over and over and over. Somewhere along the way He showed me that it’s not how hard I try, but how much I rely on Him that changes things. Jesus just doesn’t change my circumstance, He changes me. He continually and gently washes away all the unnecessary, the superfluous, the ugly and detrimental things in me and replaces them with eternally necessary truths, depth, wisdom, discernment, and life-giving revelation of His beautiful heart.
I could go on and on about my wonderful Savior, Best Friend, Provider, Healer, Comforter, Forgiver, Heart Cleanser and Life Changer, but I just don’t have the ability to tell of everything He is to me. Even to say He is my EVERYTHING seems so shallow and comes incredibly short of Who He has been, is, and will be, to me. It’s a good thing He knows my every thought and everything that’s in my heart – both good and bad. I don’t have to explain to Him how I feel or what I think. He already knows how much I love Him, and how I could love Him so much more.
He deserves all that I am because He gives me all that He is. That’s Who He is to me.