04/07/2026
What is faith? How do I know if I have faith? Why is it so hard to have faith? Why didn't God make us all faithful?
I only wish I had all the answers, more appropriately, all the right answers. Alas, that day will not come until I am with my Creator in Heaven; until then, I will work at being faithful. "Work at being faithful"?! - I recognize the questions this statement may incite - "You claim to be a man of God, yet you must 'work at being faithful'?" What may seem like a contradiction isn't. Let's explore this together and see if we can find common ground.
It is without question within God's power to have created us to be instinctively faithful. We awaken one day and, without effort, trust in God completely. We accept that He is wiser than we. We understand that our future is His memory. We trust that He places people in our lives to love us, hurt us, and help transform us into who He wills us to be. We face our fears with the conviction that God is with us and has given us everything we need to endure and thrive. What a wonderful life that would be, or would it?
God has granted us the gift of free will. Some of you may not see this as a gift; you're not alone there. Plenty of times, I have wished that God would make the right choice for me. I pray, "God, I am weak and a sinner. Surely you know what is best; will you not just this once make this easy for me?!"
Faith is a choice, and like many of the best things we will experience in this lifetime, it does not come without effort and sacrifice. In any situation, we can choose to do what is right and proper or otherwise. The war between God and Satan has already been won. God knows it, and Satan knows it. Yet, Satan works tirelessly to convince us otherwise and entice us to do his bidding. He tempts, "Why go through all the work to do what is good? Why not take the easy way? Everyone else is doing it; look at how happy they are. It's just this one time; go ahead, nobody will know. If it feels good, it can't be wrong" and on and on… Yet again, satan sits judged WRONG ON ALL ACCOUNTS!!! God is watching; He is always watching! He longs for us to honor His will and do what is right and pleasing to Him. He has given us the power and the ability, but the choice is ours.
How do I know if I have faith? I have faith when I consciously choose what is right over what is easy, and what a blessing when the two are one. I have faith that when I surrender my fears and worries to God, He will give me the strength to endure and succeed, and He will carry me when I am weak. I have faith when I rebuke society's popular insistence that I must care for myself above all others; I must have the latest, biggest, and fastest gadgets, gizmos, and "whatchamacallit's" to be happy and accepted. I have faith when I trust God with each moment He has so lovingly given. I have faith when I realize that these moments, although sometimes difficult, are so very precious. I have faith that when I trust God, He is preparing me for something grander than my flesh could ever imagine. I have faith when I love Him with everything I have, and I commit my life to love others as He has loved me. Faith is a choice, a journey whose rewards greatly surpass its challenges.
God bless