08/28/2026
St. Augustine, son of St. Monica who persevered in prayer for your return to faith, pray for us and for our children!
Augustine wrote Confessions around AD 397โ400, several years after becoming bishop of Hippo in Roman North Africa.
In Book VIII, he looks back on his conversion in Milan in 386, when he was in his early 30s and working as a successful teacher of rhetoric. By then, Augustine had spent years moving between different philosophical and religious traditions. He had become intellectually convinced by Christianity but struggled to change the life he was accustomed to. The quote above describes this conflict between knowing you want to change and continually postponing it.
This moment comes shortly before the famous garden scene in which Augustine hears a voice saying tolle lege (โtake up and readโ) and opens a collection of Paulโs letters. His conversion became one of the most influential episodes in Christian intellectual history.