10/04/2019
“And now, dear brothers and sisters, one final thing. Fix your thoughts on what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise. 9 Keep putting into practice all you learned and received from me—everything you heard from me and saw me doing. Then the God of peace will be with you. (Philippians 4:8-9)”
Good Morning. It is so good to be back with all of you awesome people. We are so sorry for not having a Coffee Corner for a little while. Both Bubba, head chief and honcho of the newsletter, and myself have been going through some pretty significant health issues and we needed to take a little time off. We ask for your continued prayers as we push on. The coffee is hot, and we are roaring to go, at least I think we are. Honestly, there are days that I don’t know if I am coming or going so for right now things are good.
I guess this brings us to our topic for today. Living for today. It is so hard sometimes to live in the moment. To simply make the next right choice. Either the past looms so much in our mind that we can’t get over it or the future looms right in front of us and we are afraid to make a choice because the consequences seem so dire. There is a common saying in recovery circles that goes something like “the past is history, the future a mystery and today is a gift that is why it is called the present.”
Even the Bible talks about living in the now. Jesus directs us in Matthew 6:34 that we should not worry about tomorrow for today has enough problems of its own. And James reminds us in James 4:14 that we do not know what tomorrow will bring and reminds us our life is like the mist.
Recently, this all has become so much clearer for me. As I believe I’ve stated in here a couple months back I was recently diagnosed with Meniere’s disease. This disease affects the inner ear and causes severe vertigo, dizziness and balance issues. And the thing I am learning repeatedly is that it is very unpredictable. There are things I can do to mitigate the symptoms but nothing I can do to stop them. I can be doing great and suddenly, out of nowhere, I look up and my world is spinning uncontrollably. There are times when I will be sitting in my chair and my center of gravity changes and I find my head pushed against the table and I can’t move it.
And since it is so unpredictable, making any concrete plans is becoming a chore in and of itself. There have been several times I have had to cancel my prayer meetings because I could not function and there have been times where I have made plans with my wife just an hour before and bam, I had to change those plans.
There is so much unknown in this disease that I get overwhelmed when I even try to consider the next 5, 10, 20 years. So, God is teaching me to live in the now, right here right now. And right here right now I am feeling OK and I thank God for that. I am also learning to take advantage of the good days and enjoy them more fully, as they are becoming far and in-between. If I am not having an attack my body is recovering from an attack and that is almost as bad.
I don’t want to sound like I’m whining, I am only trying to explain my situation and how God is using it to teach me to live for today. Every day things come at each one of us that can overwhelm us if we allow them. And yet they don’t have to. God is there for each of us, every hour of every day.
When life begins to overwhelm me and when my world starts to literally feel like it’s turning upside down, I go to scripture. Now I can’t read while this is going on, but I remember the scripture I have memorized. And the one piece of scripture I go to most is Philippians 4. Philippians 4:6 says “do not worry about anything, go to God and tell him what you need and thank him for what he has already done.” It is so awesome we can God to God with anything and he listens.
But continuing on, verses 8-9 are so special and what I really concentrate on when life starts to feel like its crumbling. Think on what is good, noble, honorable, right, pure, lovely and admirable. In other words, think on the positive side of life. Think on what is always good and worthy of praise. THINK ON GOD. Keep your mind focused on God and the things of this world, the problems of this world seem to fade away. I can’t explain it but its true. When we think on God and stay in his presence the problems, I face daily seem so small. At least for me he gives me the peace that passes all understanding, sometimes that peace is only a moment, but I cherish those moments.
I don’t know what you are going through today. I don’t know what you will go through tomorrow. But this I know; our God is bigger than any issue we have today or tomorrow. If we go to him in prayer and concentrate on his goodness and peace he will show us what our next best step should be. Chances are he’s not going to take away the issue, disease, situation or whatever, but he will always be watching out for us and providing for us. That is if we allow him room in our lives. He can’t help us if we don’t ever have a relationship with him. He wants a relationship with each of us so much. If the only decision you make today is to be in a relationship with God than today is the best of your life.
In closing, I just pray that no matter where you are, no matter what life is throwing at you that you stay close to God and allow him room to give you the peace that passes all understanding. Live and enjoy the now. Continue to make that next best step and let tomorrow worry about itself.
Until next time God Bless!
Pastor Jonathan