06/11/2019
Monday June 10 – final blog (by MSH)
From the beginning, I was drawn to Micah 6:8 to meditate on for this trip, “He has told you, O man, what is good, and what does the Lord require of you, but to do justice, and to love kindness, and to walk humbly before your God?” My eyes were opened to the injustice of our world, injustice passing down from the beginning of sin to the first family (Genesis 3-4), to today’s society, to the orphans themselves and worst, to my own heart. I have been victimized by the injustice of our world, and I have certainly contributed to it. The only One who can break this endless cycle of injustice is Jesus, and He did that when dying on the cross, accepting the iniquity of us all.
I was also drawn to pay attention to the Spirit’s guidance on the trip. I was reminded to just be present, noticing and not judging. I do have the tendency to make judgment. I learned to engage with the orphans and enter into their own world. I intentionally mesmerized myself in the video game clips that they watched, clips that I would normally judge as futile, and my eyes were opened to Jesus’ loving presence with me when I was mesmerized in my own futile YouTube addiction at home. I understand deeper the love of Jesus has for me and for our world.
As we end this trip I feel a little unsettled. I so look forward to returning home to my dearest family and friends. Yet it also feels like I’m leaving “home.” Jesus’ death has the power to reconcile, and I now have new friends and family everywhere, making it difficult to say goodbye. As I write this blog God reminds me that this world is not my home. All these unsettleness will one day be gone, when God gathers all His children and settle us in our final home, allowing us to enjoy Him, enjoy each other and enjoying His new creation until eternity.
Until then, thanks to my family and friends in Viet Nam who helped me experience deeper the love of Jesus, and thanks to my friends and family in the US who helped finance the children camp and train up workers and leaders to serve needy people in Viet Nam. I thank you and I thank God for you!
Now … someone please help me switch gear to focus on home church again!
(here’s a small collection of photos showing activities at the children camp)