09/01/2026
Recently I shared some honest thoughts with a friend: "Sometimes the pain of today feels like a declaration of what my whole future will look like. I just can't see how this will ever change or get better."
I knew I needed to press in to God with my doubts.
I had a choice: I could stay stuck, cycling through my doubts and fears, or I could surrender to the only One who is safe enough to help me process them. So I opened my hands as I declared out loud:
Lord, today I resist the pressure to try to figure out that difficult situation I so desperately want fixed. I resist the desire to control, the temptation to panic and feel like it all depends on me. I resist the pull toward focusing on all that another person is doing wrong. And I resist dwelling on worst-case scenarios.
Tonight I will stand outside during sunset, and as the light drops into the horizon, I will watch what You put on display. I will see what You can do with a mix of light and darkness.
And I will remember why I am not afraid of the light going away at sunset — because it will not stay dark forever.
I know how magnificent it will be when You bring the light back tomorrow morning. I know the sun will rise because You faithfully show us that over and over and over.
The God who makes the sun rise is the same God to whom I can safely release all I am holding on to. God, I know You see all of it. I know You know what to do with it. I trust You to guide me. I will do my part, and I will let You handle the rest.
Friend, I don’t know what’s going on in your life right now, but God does. Please know it’s OK to hand all of your doubts over to Him as you simply take a deep breath and soak in the reality of who He is. And if you’re having a hard time putting words to how you feel, you can borrow my prayer today.
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What has been your biggest struggle in coming to God with your doubts and fears?