05/28/2026
God seemed distant and preoccupied. It was, I suppose, my first true spiritual crisis. My van proved to be the final showdown.
I’d driven to see my mother, who was battling depression after open-heart surgery. I hoped my love would somehow fix the situation, but nothing seemed to help. Preparing to drive home, I discovered the van’s passenger window wouldn’t roll up.
A nasty storm was rolling in, and the car’s heater also hadn’t worked for months. I hopped in and drove out of town angry at God, who didn’t seem to be paying any attention at all.
“Lord, don’t you care … ?”
Those were Martha’s words to Jesus in Luke 10:40, when her sister Mary left her to do all the housework to prepare for His arrival.
In Luke 10:41-42, He said, “Martha, Martha, you are worried and troubled about many things. But one thing is needed, and Mary has chosen that good part, which will not be taken away from her” (NKJV).
Jesus’ response to Martha may seem a bit harsh. After all, Martha was just trying to serve Him. But the Lord recognized a fault line of anxiety that ran down her soul — which couldn’t be healed by more help in the kitchen.
So rather than giving Martha what she wanted, Jesus gave her what she needed, something much better: an invitation to sit at His feet. To lay aside striving and enjoy abiding. To stop trying to achieve and simply receive.
Jesus met me on that dark, stormy night as I poured out my pain and confusion to Him. The last remnant of rage melted when, 25 miles from home, I realized that I was warm.
My Father had heard and answered. He hadn’t rolled up the window, but He had wrapped me in His arms.
Trust Me, Joanna, I sensed Him say. I not only care about what you care about, but I have your best in mind.
-Joanna Weaver Books
What are you worried and anxious about today? How would things change if you really believed God cares about the things you care about?