11/16/2025
THE GREATEST (and easiest) 50TH BIRTHDAY GIFT YOU COULD GIVE ME:
…please watch this video…
I’m asking you to pray for me.
Not a casual prayer. Not a quick thought. I’m asking for hundreds…maybe thousands…of voices calling on God for one thing:
That I would be overwhelmed by the love of God in a way that marks and transforms the rest of my life in ways beyond all comprehension..
For me, when the love of God became real (really real) everything else became small. This has been an ever increasing experience of a pervasive love and security bigger than I ever thought imaginable. And an ever decrease (if not disappearance) of long held strongholds.
Fear losing its grip. Pride breaking. Insecurity melting. Opposition, attack, trial and suffering shrinking in weight and value of previous negative effects. More and more is an ever increasing surety of actual belonging to the King of the universe, and not just belonging, but being “Beloved.”
Hitting age 50, I’m asking for and increasing awareness of His holiness and personal love for me: the same love that chased me down when I was His enemy and a vicious persecutor of His Church.
I don’t want stuff. I don’t want a memorable vacation, money or fancy meals. I want a fresh awakening in my heart. I want to know His love… not just theologically, not just in sermons I preach, but in the deep places only the Spirit can touch. Areas that continue to reveal themselves as still in tremendous need of His power, grace and awakening to His love.
Scripture says:
Perfect love drives out all fear.
Only the Spirit opens the eyes of our hearts.
Christ roots us in a love so immensely beyond understanding that only by the Holy Spirit can we begin to comprehend it.
The Holy Spirit pours love into our hearts like a flood that drowns all doubt, fear and despair.
And the prayers of God’s people carry more power and threat to the minions of darkness than any pastor’s pulpit.
So here’s my bold request:
Pray that I would be rooted and grounded in His love in a way that changes me in ways I never thought possible.
Pray that every place still restless or insecure would be filled with His presence.
Pray that I would carry the kind of confidence that only comes from knowing I’m fully His, fully Beloved… nothing to prove, nothing to earn, nothing to fear.
Pray that I would step into the next decade as a beloved son, with an abundantly increasing awareness of His crazy love for me.
This is the greatest birthday gift you could give me. If you REALLY want to bless me, you can pray ALL THIS FOR YOURSELF.😃
Thank you for walking with me. Thank you for praying. And thank you for helping me chase after the only things that truly satisfy, the love of God Himself, the identity that only comes through Christ, the incredible awareness of fully being-loved’ in the Beloved, and JOY of glorifying God and enjoying Him forever.
There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear. For fear has to do with punishment, and whoever fears has not been perfected in love. We love because he first loved us.
1 John 4:18-19 ESV
I do not cease to give thanks for you, remembering you in my prayers, 17that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give you the Spirit of wisdom and of revelation in the knowledge of him,
18having the eyes of your hearts enlightened,
that you may know what is the hope to which he has called you, what are the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints, 19and what is the immeasurable greatness of his power toward us who believe, according to the working of his great might 20that he worked in Christ when he raised him from the dead and seated him at his right hand in the heavenly places, Ephesians 1:16-20, ESV
For this reason I bow my knees before the Father, 15from whom every family in heaven and on earth is named, 16that according to the riches of his glory he may grant you to be strengthened with power through his Spirit in your inner being, 17so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith—that you, being rooted and grounded in love, 18may have strength to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth, 19and to know the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God. Ephesians 3:14-19, ESV
…and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us.
Romans 5:5 ESV
The prayer of a righteous person has great power as it is working. Elijah was a man with a nature like ours, and he prayed fervently that it might not rain, and for three years and six months it did not rain on the earth.”
James 5:16-17 ESV
For if while we were enemies we were reconciled to God by the death of his Son, much more, now that we are reconciled, shall we be saved by his life.
Romans 5:10 ESV