04/25/2024
The number one thing that disrupts me is always wondering where I stand with some people! How much do they truly value me, do they feel they way they say they feel about me! So many times through life I been told how important I am or how much they need and want me only to find out that they really didn’t feel that way. For a long time I based my value or worth or the way I feel about myself on everyone else’s value of me. And after you get crushed so many times over your life you get to a point of feeling useless and worthless and you believe it. This still affects me today but I don’t base my value or worth off how other people feel anymore I base it off of what God tells me, how he feels about me how much he loves me. But for once in my life I would love to be able to believe someone when they say how much I mean to them or how much they love me. Because people don’t love unconditionally like God and at any moment they just may change there mind about you!!