03/28/2024
Good Morning,
If I may be open and vulnerable here this morning...
Yesterday I let my guard down I guess. Alot of financial things weighed in on my heart and mind that I am facing. I guess I didn't lay it down at the Lord's feet soon enough. I guess I held onto the doubt, the worry, the unknown outcome of it, just a little longer than I should have. We as men are providers. It is in our DNA to provide. When anything justified or unjustified occurs to threaten us from fulfilling that call, we have to process and decide how we will carry it.
It consumed me throughout my day so much I became physically tired. I went to bed at 3pm and did not get up until 330am. Even as my eyes opened and my mind started to function, the weight was still there. Just as it was before 3pm.
Three am in the morning is a good time to be alone with the Lord. It was then I released it to Him. I had to remember who is really in charge and that He is in charge with a great love for me. His promises of meet my every need are true and faithful and have never failed me before. I need to take time to remember those times of rescue in my life where God ALWAYS showed up. Not just the knowing that He will, but the experiencing that He will time and time again. As I took the first sip of coffee I looked up on the wall. There a wall hanging states; "Love Never Fails". God sure can speak through anything anytime can't He?
I am thankful that because of Him I will see a miracle happen in the midst of me laying it down at His feet.
This life brings us stuff for sure. We must keep on the forefront of it that His Love Never Fails! We must push our worries, guilt, and lack of understanding into that statement.
If you have experienced Jesus, then you know how hard He runs after you. Hold onto that! Tie it around your neck and set it in the middle of the table of your heart! It's a great thing, His Love For You!
Psalms 18
I love you, Lord; you are my strength. The Lord is my rock, my fortress, and my savior; my God is my rock, in whom I find protection. He is my shield, the power that saves me, and my place of safety. I called on the Lord, who is worthy of praise, and he saved me from my enemies. The ropes of death entangled me; floods of destruction swept over me. The grave wrapped its ropes around me; death laid a trap in my path. But in my distress I cried out to the Lord; yes, I prayed to my God for help. He heard me from his sanctuary; my cry to him reached his ears. Then the earth quaked and trembled. The foundations of the mountains shook; they quaked because of his anger. Smoke poured from his nostrils; fierce flames leaped from his mouth. Glowing coals blazed forth from him. He opened the heavens and came down; dark storm clouds were beneath his feet. Mounted on a mighty angelic being, he flew, soaring on the wings of the wind. He shrouded himself in darkness, veiling his approach with dark rain clouds. Thick clouds shielded the brightness around him and rained down hail and burning coals. The Lord thundered from heaven; the voice of the Most High resounded amid the hail and burning coals. He shot his arrows and scattered his enemies; great bolts of lightning flashed, and they were confused. Then at your command, O Lord, at the blast of your breath, the bottom of the sea could be seen, and the foundations of the earth were laid bare. He reached down from heaven and rescued me; he drew me out of deep waters. He rescued me from my powerful enemies, from those who hated me and were too strong for me. They attacked me at a moment when I was in distress, but the Lord supported me. He led me to a place of safety; he rescued me because he delights in me. The Lord rewarded me for doing right; he restored me because of my innocence. For I have kept the ways of the Lord; I have not turned from my God to follow evil. I have followed all his regulations; I have never abandoned his decrees. I am blameless before God; I have kept myself from sin. The Lord rewarded me for doing right. He has seen my innocence.
Psalms 18:1-24 NLT
https://bible.com/bible/116/psa.18.1-24.NLT