02/10/2025
It's nice to know that no matter how ugly I/we act, not intentionally guys, but (Romans 3:23) God will still love us. (Isaiah 1:18)
I had a moment where I was expecting to do something. All throughout the day, I thought, I planned, and I made preparation, but when the time came. Someone threw a monkeywrench in the plan.
I was upset, and I began to allow myself to say and run with thoughts within my mind, things of how I felt out of anger and at the moment.
I said, "Well, since they're going to do that, I'm not going to do this, and I'm going to....". I went on and on. (Isaiah 64:6). Now, don't judge me, because I'm not perfect (Romans 3:23)
Of course, I begin talking to God. Now that the moment has passed. I thought to myself that 2 -3 minutes monkeywrench should not cause me to become so frustrated that I act upon my anger or disappointment.
I began to think about what all occurred throughout the day prior to this. I said to myself, "I can't allow a monkeywrench to determine the rest of my day, or tomorrow, and my life."
We often allow 1 incident or incidents to build hate, distrust, unwillingness to show love, etc. But we allow the monkeywrench to justify our future actions. What if the person didn't mean to act or say what we felt was hurt or pain?
But thank God he still loves me. He continues to love us in spite of what I/we think and the times I/we fall short. (Psalm 51:7)
64:6 1:18
3:23 51:7