06/17/2024
Oh, Peter, you overconfident disciple. When Jesus said, “You will all fall away because of me this night,” you responded, “Though they all fall away because of you, I will never fall away” (Matt. 26:31-33). And when Jesus doubled down and said that not once or twice, but three times you would deny him, you too doubled down, “Even if I must die with you, I will not deny you!”
The truth about your weakness is hard to swallow, isn’t it Peter, even if it comes from the mouth of the Truth himself?
But, hold on. Why are we picking on Peter? What does Matthew tell us right after Peter’s vehement defense? “And all the disciples said the same” (26:35).
All the disciples. Peter, Andrew, James, and so forth. The whole kit and caboodle of them. They looked Jesus in the eye and boldly said, “Look, Lord, we’ve got your back.”
And they did. Until they didn’t. Until they did exactly what Jesus said they would.
Describing Jesus, John the Evangelist said, “He himself knew what was in a man” (2:25).
And what is in a man? Weakness, fear, self-preservation, vacillation, untrustworthiness, betrayal.
Live about 30 seconds in this world and you will see a great man do terrible things, an honest man lie, a faithful man cheat, a man created in God’s image slouching toward the gutter. Sure, there will be seasons in life when he’s pretty much on the straight and narrow, but he will detour, if not in action then in speech and desire.
And on his worst days, he will betray even his Lord.
That is why our Lord came. For brassy boasters like Peter. For fickle followers like the other disciples. For all of us mortal, inconsistent, weak-willed, backstabbing, navel-gazers who are ridiculously bad at being good.
He died for Peter, for you, for me because he knew there was no other way to make us right with God. If he himself knew what was in a man, then in him we know what is in God: a heart steadfastly devoted to saving us and making us his own.