06/12/2026
THREE SMILES THAT TOUCHED MY LIFE Tanya was one of my church members—the nurse waiting for me as I entered the door for surgery. I can still see her face with that special, reassuring smile. But now, surgery was over, recovery was over and I lay in bed, looking at the six inch diagonal incision across my right side. My right kidney was gone. The wait began. Questions. Questions on top of questions. Is it really cancer? How bad? Has it spread? What kind of treatments will there be? Will I die soon? What will my wife do if I die? If you have been there, you know—questions, but at this point, no answers.
Having been a preacher for over forty years, I knew something about the suffering of cancer. My mind went back in time, to Nicoma Park and my first year of ministry. I was told, “Please visit my mother. She has cancer and there is nothing they can do.” So, I arrive at the house and am escorted to her room. How would I cheer her up? How could I encourage her? I really didn’t know. Old and frail, sister Dodd greeted me with a kindly smile. I fumbled at comforting words but she didn’t seem to really need them. I suppose she appreciated my efforts, but when I left, I pondered. She had actually encouraged me! She was at peace with God and life . . . and death and that special smile in the face of it all. Years later, I would find comfort in her example.
But now it was wait. Wait some more. The appointment date with Dr. Confer was set. But oh, the in-between waiting, not knowing, anticipating and dreading the day all at the same time. I and my wife approached the receptionist. “Bill Keele,” I said, “we have an appointment.” Dr. Confer’s nurse soon appeared, looked at us and gave a huge special smile, “I think you’ll like what he has to say!” Precious, precious words! I know she hadn’t told me a lot and yet, she took away some of the dread we felt as we entered and were seated. “Has my nurse already told you the news?” he asked. I didn’t want to get her into trouble, so I fumbled at a vague answer. “She does that,” he said. I honestly think he was glad that we had already been given more than a glimmer of hope. Now it was his turn.
“We believe we got it all. We don’t believe it has spread.” Tears. You know about tears of sorrow, but I also hope you know tears of joy and relief. Dr. Confer kindly gave us time to share our joy. Treatments? No chemo. No radiation. “You will be checked every three months for the first year” and he laid out the lengthy process. For the next fifteen years, every exam, scan and x-ray was approached with the knowledge that it could return or some other kind of cancer could be found. But I know this for a fact! That surgery did not clear me of all cancer for the rest of my life. It only took care of the cancer I had at that time.
I did what I needed to do to get the cancer removed, but it took others to make it happen. I no more saved myself from renal cell carcinoma than I can save myself from sin. That would be saying that our part in being baptized in water for the forgiveness of sins makes it all our work or “water salvation!” I must do what the Great Physician asks me to do in order for Him to remove my sin! Faith built upon the word of God. Repentance in turning from sin and turning to the will of God. Confession of my faith in Jesus as the Son of God. Baptism in water for the remission of my sins. I didn’t obtain forgiveness on my own merit any more than I was able to obtain removal of my cancer by my own doing. During surgery, the cancer was removed. During baptism I share in the death of Christ and God raises me to a new life in Christ (Romans 6:3-5).
How simply and plainly Paul explains this in Colossians 2:12, “having been buried with Him in baptism, in which you were also raised up with Him through faith in the working of God, who raised Him from the dead.” Did you catch it? Raised up with Him (Colossians 2:12), Being saved (Mark 16:16), forgiveness of sins (Acts 2:38), washing sins away (Acts 22:16), putting on Christ (Galatians 3:26-27), having sins washed away (Acts 22:16), being saved (1 Peter 3:21)—the accomplishment of all of these things through baptism in water are possible ONLY through the working of God! Cancer removed by a physician. Sins removed by the Great Physician.
Bill Keele, D.Min. Inola Church of Christ
This article was published four years ago, but we still need to be reminded to the joy that our smiles can give to others. We also need to be reminded that the cancer of sin can only be removed by the blood of Jesus, the Great Physician.