08/14/2022
It's kind of an embarrassing thing to admit at this point in my life, but when I first heard the story of St. Maximilian Kolbe, I wasn't that impressed. It didn't seem to really match with his wild popularity.
What I heard was basically this: St. Maximilian Kolbe freely died in a concentration camp so that a father with a wife and kids could live. It's heroic. Absolutely. But in a lot of ways it is a type of heroism that happens every day. Everyday men and women are risking their lives or laying down their lives so that others may live. I don't want to diminish the heroism, but I didn't quite understand what made St. Maximilian's choice stand out so much.
Now I get it.
Of course, St. Maximilian Kolbe is a saint not just because he offered his life, but rather because he was already a saint, he offered his life.
From my understanding, the concentration camp was designed to strip you of everything: food, comfort, sleep, trust in your fellow men. It's accumulative effect was to make people become solely focused on their own survival. It regularly turned prisoners from good men into traitors and criminals.
Think only of what happens to you when you get a little less sleep, have a little headache, get stuck in traffic, etc. How quickly we can drop all semblance of virtue.
With everything taken away from him, St. Maximilian Kolbe, through the grace of God and devotion to the Immaculata, remained a man for others. He remained others centric, because he was God centered. It's really hard to comprehend how heroic it is to have the freedom and the charity to choose to die for another man, after months of suffering in a concentration camp. It is so radical, it points to only one logical solution: grace; Christ alive within St. Maximilian.
St. Maximilian Kolbe is the saint who bore witness that "light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it." May we, through grace, be unconquerable light as well.