06/05/2023
I've been taking a break from social media, especially Facebook. While I appreciate the ability to have conversations with people I wouldn't otherwise get a chance to talk to except on social media, I was finding more and more that I was simply scrolling because I was ...bored.
And then something else would happen. I would get discontented, angry even. So, I stopped. It was hard at first. But I put up boundaries. I didn't just say no and try to go cold turkey. I took the app off the home screen of my phone and replaced it with a nice safe video game. When I was bored, I would play the video game. My game of choice was Hay Day. Big surprise.
Anyway. It helped a lot to fill in the time. I had just resigned from a part time job and needed a place holder for that time til I could figure out something else. Hay Day was a good a choice. It's clean. You can't spend a lot of time on it before you get bored with it (or at least that's true with me) or you accomplish all the tasks and have to wait for something to happen. I suppose someone could go broke playing it, but I would rather stick a fork in my eye than pay to play a video game.
Then I took a big leap and FB off my phone completely and allowed myself to look at it on my computer only. It's a lot less likely to be comfy, for sure, so therefore a lot less likely to annihilate my time. I now procrastinate my terrible habit of Facebook stalking. I know. How dare I.
I'm liking this new approach. I'm praying and listening to the Word and preachers I respect a LOT more. My discontent and anger at my close family for not being more like so and so has completely disappeared.
I am more interested in who they really are. I listen better.
The photo is a screen shot of a poem by Dora Greenwell. She's the one who wrote "My Savior, My God." Aaron Shust performed it on his album "Anything Worth Saying."
The first lines of that song often haunt my thoughts as I go about my day:
"I am not skilled to understand
what God has willed, what God has planned.
I only know at his right hand
Stands one who is my Savior...
I'd rather be haunted by that than what's going on in FB land.
Dora Greenwell is worth Googling...Have a great rest of your day. 🙂