Recover Loud

10/23/2026

Wrote this tonight, Recover Loud, my recovery journey starts with Jesus

🎶 The Black Sheep Found His Shepherd

An Original Recover Loud Song
Christian Country / Gospel

[Verse 1]

Years on the highway, running from pain,
Tattoos and trouble, wearing my shame.
But grace met me out on that lonely road,
Jesus said, “Son, I'm not letting go.”

[Verse 2]

I spent so many nights trying to hide,
Fighting my demons, hurting inside.
I thought I'd wandered too far to be found,
But Jesus reached down and turned me around.

[Chorus]

I was the sheep that wandered away,
Lost in the darkness, afraid of the day.
But Jesus came calling, He knew me by name,
He carried me home and broke every chain.

The world called me lost,
But my Shepherd called me saved.

[Verse 3]

They see my tattoos, they see my past,
But they don't see the chains that couldn't last.
I'm living proof that His mercy is real,
That Jesus can save, restore, and heal.

[Chorus]

I was the sheep that wandered away,
Lost in the darkness, afraid of the day.
But Jesus came calling, He knew me by name,
He carried me home and broke every chain.

The world called me lost,
But my Shepherd called me saved.

[Bridge: Recover Loud]

Now I stand where the broken can see,
There's hope for the lost, there was hope for me.
I'll tell my story, I'll shout it out loud,
Jesus broke my chains, and I'm Recover Loud!

I once wore chains that nobody could see,
But Jesus broke them and set me free.
From chains to Christ, I'm walking by faith,
A black sheep rescued by amazing grace!

[Final Chorus: Strong and Powerful]

I was the sheep that wandered away,
Lost in the darkness, afraid of the day.
But Jesus came calling, He knew me by name,
He carried me home and broke every chain.

I once was lost, but now I'm saved,
Jesus walked beside me through every day.

The world called me lost,
But my Shepherd called me saved.

[Outro: Soft Acoustic Guitar]

Chains fell in silence,
Morning broke my fear.
If I forget tomorrow,
Remind me You are near.

I was the black sheep,
But You called me Your own.
And after all my wandering,
You finally brought me home.

[Spoken Ending]

“My recovery journey starts with Jesus.”

RECOVER LOUD. ✝️💙

10/22/2026

Today my heart is heavy.

BJ “Bart” Jensen Jr., 46, from Pocatello, Idaho, tragically lost his life on June 26 after being shot six times, including once in the head.

I knew Bart personally, and seeing this news hurts.

His family is now searching for answers, wondering why no one is in custody.

No family should have to bury someone they love and be left with so many unanswered questions.

Bart was more than a headline. He was a human being. He had a life, a story, and people who loved him.

Through Recover Loud, I've always believed that every life matters. We stand for hope, compassion, and giving a voice to those who need one.

Today, I'm asking everyone to keep Bart's family in your prayers. Pray for comfort, strength, truth, and justice.

Rest in peace, Bart. You are not forgotten. 🕊️

🙏 Justice for Bart Jensen Jr.

❤️ RECOVER LOUD

10/22/2026

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10/22/2026

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10/21/2026

❤️ SOMETHING THAT'S BEEN HEAVY ON MY HEART | RECOVER LOUD ❤️

I'm going to be real with everyone for a minute.

Lately, I've been struggling with something, and it's not my sobriety. It's the feeling that sometimes people only come around when they need something from me.

Money, tattoos, equipment, favors, or whatever else I might be able to provide.

And to be truthful, it hurts.

I've spent years trying to change my life. I've fought battles that some people will never understand. I've worked hard to rebuild what addiction once destroyed, and I've given my heart to Jesus Christ.

I started Recover Loud because I wanted people struggling with addiction to know there is hope. That their past doesn't have to define their future.

I don't make money from Recover Loud. I put my own money, time, and resources into it because I believe in the mission.

I've helped people without expecting anything in return. And I don't regret helping them.

But sometimes I wonder, if I stopped giving, who would still be there?

Who would call just to see how I'm doing? Who would want to spend time with me without needing something?

Those are hard questions to ask yourself.

Sometimes I feel like I'm becoming known as just the tattoo guy again, instead of the man I've worked so hard to become.

And that hurts more than people realize.

I have a home, a relationship, a little dog named Sophie who brings me so much happiness, and a life I'm truly grateful God has given me.

I want to enjoy those blessings, too.

I'm still a man in recovery. I still have feelings. I still get tired. And sometimes I need encouragement just like the people I'm trying to encourage.

I love Recover Loud, and I have no intention of walking away from it.

But I am learning that I can love people without being responsible for everything they need.

I'm learning to say no without feeling guilty.

I'm learning that protecting my peace doesn't mean I've stopped caring.

And most importantly, I'm learning that my worth isn't measured by how much money I give away or how many people I help.

Jesus didn't save me just so I could spend the rest of my life trying to please everybody.

He gave me a new life, and I want to live that life with purpose, gratitude, and peace.

To everyone who genuinely supports me and Recover Loud, thank you. You mean more to me than you know.

I'm not giving up. I'm just being honest about where my heart is right now.

Sometimes the person who spends the most time helping others needs a little love and encouragement himself.

❤️ RECOVER LOUD

🙏 My Recovery Journey Starts with Jesus.

Galatians 6:9: "And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not."

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10/21/2026

10/15/2026

🙏 FOUR YEARS IN MINISTRY, AND NOW I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY!

For the past four years, I've been involved in ministry, giving my time, my energy, and my heart to helping others. I worked for FREE, not because I had to, but because I believed in what I was doing. I wanted to serve God and help people find a better way of life.

But the second I step away from ministry and start building something for myself, suddenly I'm being judged and shamed because I'm making money.

Let me make something VERY CLEAR!
The money I make is MY OWN MONEY! It's money I work for. No ministry is involved, and no ministry is funding what I'm doing.

And you know what's beautiful about it? I can make an honest living, pay my own bills, and STILL help people struggling with addiction. I can give back to my community without being under a ministry.

Since when did making money and helping people become something to be ashamed of?
I spent four years serving others, and I don't regret a single moment of it. But I'm also allowed to grow, build a future, and do something for myself.

God never said I had to stay broke to serve Him. And just because I left a ministry doesn't mean I left God!

My mission hasn't changed. My heart hasn't changed. Only the way I'm doing things has changed.

I'm building Recover Loud with my own hard work, my own money, and my faith in Jesus Christ.

I'm not asking anyone for permission to succeed, and I'm not going to feel guilty for being able to help others while building a better life for myself.

You don't have to work for a ministry to do God's work!

❤️ RECOVER LOUD
🙏 It's Not About Us. It's About Helping Others.
✝️ Jesus Saves!