05/26/2026
"In my experiences of racism, I remember wishing for a particular superpower. I grew up watching the television show Invisible Man, whose titular character was able to make himself invisible. I envied him. If my physical being, my speech, my clothes, or my scent could have left no trace, it would have been so much easier to go on living peacefully, without anyone's judgments shaping my reality and even how I thought about myself.
It is one thing to make oneself invisible; it is another to become invisible without choice. Becoming invisible through no choice of my own, I realize the damaging power that racism has on minoritized individuals and communities. I become invisible when society does not value me or my concerns. Society ignores the plight of Asian Americans and dismisses their struggles by using terms such as honorary whites and model minority.
When I tell colleagues or people at church about my experiences of racism, they usually tell me, 'That is not racism,' as Asians are almost white and don't experience racism. Ignoring my suffering from discrimination and marginalization is making me invisible and pushing me aside. When Asian Americans internalize that erasure and begin to behave with in the confines of this construct, the long reach of white supremacy is revealed. Invisibility is not just created and maintained by dominant groups but internalized and upheld by the marginalized.