09/02/2026
I have set the Lord always before me; because He is at my right hand, I shall not be moved.
~ Psalm 16:8
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I am always aware of the Lord's presence in my life. He is near and steadies me.
Forty years ago, I attended a Christian retreat called Cursillo. The four-day-weekend began on Thursday evening and ended on Sunday afternoon. The men's retreat was a week ahead of the women's. And though spouses were encouraged to attend, the gathering was open to all adults.
Those who worked were divided into two groups -- those who worked in the kitchen, cooking meals and providing entertainment, and those who monitored a group of six guests and gave a lay talk, biblical subject matter decided by the leader.
Before the big weekend began, we workers would meet on a weekly basis for about six weeks. These meetings gave us time to get to know one another, engage in worship, sing worship songs, and plan for the weekend. Those who were in charge of a group would write an assigned lay talk and present it to all who worked before the weekend began. They, in turn, would critique it and pass it along with encouraging thoughts and helpful suggestions. The thought was scary. Would I be good enough; could I present God's word in a way that would resonate with the listeners.
I have to admit, I was extremely nervous the first time I was chosen to give a talk. My mind immediately went back to my 8th grade class when our teacher took us into the auditorium to read a poem of our choice up on stage at the podium, microphone at hand. When it was my turn, I froze. I couldn't speak. My classmates patiently waited. My teacher reminded me that there was nothing to fear, that we were all friends. Still, nothing seeped through my lips. I could only stare out into the dark space of that big auditorium, frightened like a deer in headlights, tears welling in my eyes. In spite of my classmates' encouragement and a second chance to try it again along with those who were absent the day of our assignment, I still couldn't do it.
So, as you can see, when I was chosen to give a talk (they say chosen with prayer) how could I possibly say no. I was 35 years old. Certainly, I could do this. Yet, panic filled my insides. Then, I remembered who I was and who I belonged to. I solely focused on God ... my Redeemer, my Deliverer, my Savior, my Counselor, my Encourager, my Hope, my Strength, my Life. I knew 'in Him is where my help comes from, (Psalm 121:2) and He saw me through.
God's unfailing love can see us through anything. 'Fear not', it says in Isaiah 41:10, 'for I am with you; Be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, Yes, I will help you, I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.'
We tend to pray, not my will, but Thy will be done. Let us remember, then, that whatever He asks of us is of great importance. What is it that our Lord asks of you? Whatever it is, big or small, rejoice and be glad when He speaks, when He nudges, when He directs. Follow His lead, for you are doing what He requires. It is you who is chosen, by Him. Let Him lead you into a path of righteousness towards a more meaningful and blessed life. Be not shaken, for He is near to steady you. Amen.