07/27/2026
Using Gifts Wrong, Mental Instability, and Staying Put
Acts 9:1 And Saul, yet breathing out threatenings and slaughter against the disciples of the Lord, went unto the high priest,
Saul of Tarsus, later known as the Apostle Paul, had used the breath the LORD had given him to threaten and slaughter God’s people. He was using the very breath of life God had given him in a sinful way. How doubly sad to not understand that sin is not only terrible wrong, but sin is the misuse of God’s gifts!
Paul turned from his sinfulness, but what about you reader? Have you turned from your sinfulness? Are you using the very gift of God to shake your mortal fist in the face of God almighty?
Maybe, the unfounded fears and turmoils you experience on the insides have nothing to do with this visible world. Maybe, just maybe, it is your soul acting like Balaam’s ass! Maybe, deep down you are sensing the drawn sword of the angel of the LORD.
The Holy Bible says:
22 And God's anger was kindled because he went: and the angel of the LORD stood in the way for an adversary against him. Now he was riding upon his ass, and his two servants were with him.
23 And the ass saw the angel of the LORD standing in the way, and his sword drawn in his hand: and the ass turned aside out of the way, and went into the field: and Balaam smote the ass, to turn her into the way.
24 But the angel of the LORD stood in a path of the vineyards, a wall being on this side, and a wall on that side.
25 And when the ass saw the angel of the LORD, she thrust herself unto the wall, and crushed Balaam's foot against the wall: and he smote her again.
26 And the angel of the LORD went further, and stood in a narrow place, where was no way to turn either to the right hand or to the left.
27 And when the ass saw the angel of the LORD, she fell down under Balaam: and Balaam's anger was kindled, and he smote the ass with a staff.
28 And the LORD opened the mouth of the ass, and she said unto Balaam, What have I done unto thee, that thou hast smitten me these three times?
29 And Balaam said unto the ass, Because thou hast mocked me: I would there were a sword in mine hand, for now would I kill thee.
30 And the ass said unto Balaam, Am not I thine ass, upon which thou hast ridden ever since I was thine unto this day? was I ever wont to do so unto thee? And he said, Nay.
31 Then the LORD opened the eyes of Balaam, and he saw the angel of the LORD standing in the way, and his sword drawn in his hand: and he bowed down his head, and fell flat on his face.
32 And the angel of the LORD said unto him, Wherefore hast thou smitten thine ass these three times? behold, I went out to withstand thee, because thy way is perverse before me:
33 And the ass saw me, and turned from me these three times: unless she had turned from me, surely now also I had slain thee, and saved her alive.
34 And Balaam said unto the angel of the LORD, I have sinned; for I knew not that thou stoodest in the way against me: now therefore, if it displease thee, I will get me back again.
(Numbers 22:22-34)
Don’t find comfort in your sinfulness at your local meeting with the prophet for profit. They may tell you what you want to hear that God will overlook your sin. Don’t listen to that pursue God! Your issues may be God resisting you! Some may think, God doesn’t resist His people. You, who think such things, need to hear this verse. The Holy Bible says, “But he giveth more grace. Wherefore he saith, God resisteth the proud, but giveth grace unto the humble” (James 4:6).
The False Prophet Balaam repented when he got to see the truth, yet it was short lived. He didn’t practice the truth of living in God’s presence. He went back to what he was doing before he met the angel of the LORD. However, Paul practiced the presence of God! Paul put his past behind him and did not exercise any visitation rights! The Holy Ghost had Paul write, “Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before” (Philippians 3:13).
If life sucks right now, leave that past behind! Start living for God and use the gift of life correctly. Quit trying to use it to fulfill your wants when all you gained was mental instability and a life you want to escape! Receive Christ and stay put! The Holy Bible says, “As ye have therefore received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk ye in him: Rooted and built up in him, and stablished in the faith, as ye have been taught, abounding therein with thanksgiving” (Colossians 2:6-7).
Chris Fisher, Pastor
The Church of the New Beginning
7/27/26