04/18/2025
Thursday - Jesus is arrested.
Jesus took some of his disciples to the Garden of Gethsemane.
Peter, James and John.
He tells them to keep watch and to pray while Jesus goes to pray on His own.
And He pleads with God.
Once -
Let this cup pass from me.
Twice –
Let this cup pass from me.
A third time –
Let this cup pass from me.
Scripture tells us in Luke 22 that Jesus’ sweat became like great drops of blood.
I picture Him there in the garden face down, tears streaming and sobbing because in just a few moments He will be handed over to death.
Jesus in pure agony.
But all three times, in the midst of His agony, His prayer ended with this –
Not my will be done, but yours.
We focus on Jesus’ sin saving sacrifice of the cross, why wouldn’t we, but I think we often forget the little detail that even Jesus sat in agony with this.
Even Jesus asked, if possible let this cup pass from me.
If there's a way God, please don't make me do this.
The lyrics running through my head for weeks now has been –
“If this cross is mine to bear, I’ll praise you anyway.”
See, Jesus didn’t necessarily want to be crucified.
At this point it was mental agony.
But the physical agony was coming.
All the while though, He was willing.
Not His will but God's be done.
Sometimes the hardships of life feel like pure agony.
We beg the Lord to just take it away, to make it stop.
To calm the storm.
But sometimes we have to see the storm through.
Just as Jesus had to see the cross through.
But the beauty of following Christ comes in the “praise you anyway”.
And that’s not always easy.
We don’t have a lens into the future to know how it’s going to turn out like He did.
The cross’ we bear on this side of Heaven get heavy.
They’re hard to bear – grief, guilt, shame, divorce, cancer, addiction.
That list could go on for ages.
But let’s talk about the cross’ we bear FOR the Lord.
That’s another side of this coin I don’t think we consider much.
What is it that God is asking of you?
Your calling, if you will, your purpose.
Those can feel heavy too.
Following the Lord sometimes means being uncomfortable, it means being scared, fearing rejection, opening yourself up to scrutiny, losing friends.
Surely not me Lord, I can’t do that..
I can’t teach Sunday School, I can’t sing, I can’t preach the Gospel, I can’t be a missionary, I can't witness to that person.
You couldn't possibly want me.
But He does.
And yes, it can feel agonizing battling the flesh to answer His call.
But He answered the call, He fulfilled prophesy.
Not His will but God’s be done, He did it.
So I urge you –
If you’re sitting in agony because of the storm you’re weathering, praise Him anyway.
And if you’re sitting in agony trying to put yourself aside to follow the calling the Lord has for you, pick up that cross.
Bear it for Him, because He bore Calvary for you.
Not your will but His be done.
He’s there in solidarity during your agony of all kinds and He’s there in your surrender to pick up the cross that’s yours to bear.
He’s there for the REAL.
He can relate.
Written by Courtney Melton