05/26/2023
I wish that there was an easier way to say this. I know that I don’t really owe anyone an explanation, but one of the things I have strived for throughout my life, and especially my ministry is authenticity. And it is because of that authenticity, that I am making such a vulnerable post.
It is with great sadness that the Morritauks are going our separate ways. While Coulter and I separated close to the beginning of the year, we are now in the divorce process. Although things are not finalized, I will be going back to the last name of Morrison, and have already begun to do so for non-legally binding matters.
This decision has not been made lightly. But ultimately, after much discussion and therapy, Coulter and I can not offer each other the lives that either of us want. Although we have shared many happy and magical moments, including our wedding day, life over the past 18 months has shown us that we ultimately want very different things.
I am grateful to Coulter for the love we’ve shared and all that we have learned during our relationship. We literally weathered the worst of the Covid-19 pandemic together, and Coulter has seen me at my best and my worst. Ultimately, it is my prayer that we both find the love and wellness that we need to be our best, happiest selves. We both deserve that.
I personally want to say thank you to both of our families for their love and support. I know that I didn’t get to know many of the Loeb family in person, but I am grateful for the connections on social media and getting to spend this portion of our journey as a part of your family. Morrison / Loyd / Myers family, y’all are forever and always my family, and I appreciate you all more than words can express.
People have been asking how they can help or if there is anything that they can do. Please pray for both myself and for Coulter. This whole process has obviously thrown both of our lives into chaos, and most days I know I’m feeling like I’m doing my best to simply keep my head above the waves of the grief and sadness. But I am also doing my best to reach out for help when I need it, with many thanks to my therapists and counselor. I am doing what I can to best care for myself and offer myself the grace and love that we all deserve when we go through life-shattering events. I’d also appreciate not having to answer any questions or being asked to speak more about what brought everything about at this time.
If you made it this far, I thank you for sticking with this long life update. Mostly, if you are someone who has experienced such a loss of relationship, know that you are so loved and seen, and you deserve all the happiness that God has created us for.