02/15/2020
You ARE something Big.
God beyond all "Gods" has created this very particular Now moment just for the "I am" that you are. Feel into that.
From the very first Now moment that "existed", God orchestrated all happenings in all space, time, etc., so that each cell of Itself (that is You) would experience what was/is necessary for it.
"For it [that particular cell of God] to 'what'?", you ask.
. . . . for You (cell of God) to have a "life", an experience, that ONLY You can have in order to expand God's already infinite Isness Consciousness!
Is this not truly amazing and precious and bigger than anything else you might be focused on??!!
Like many Beings coming into this earthly life, my infant, childhood, youth experience was frightening, unstable, unsafe, violent, empty, isolated. From the beginning I absolutely shut down to, and rejected the life experience created for me . . . I tried to escape my own Now moments. That is one place we cannot fight or flee from. The act of trying to flee the Now moment will deprive you of the precious, singular life experience that is yours only.
After very many years as considered in the world of time, I finally settled down enough and became Conscious enough to "get" how important and unique my path is no matter how ordinary or horrid or glorious or anything else that I might perceive/experience it as.
I have adjusted that standard, ages old prayer for myself and I remind myself often.
This is the day the Lord God beyond Gods hath made specifically for (me)"I am". Let (me) "I am" rejoice, give thanks and be glad in it.