09/21/2023
Things I Wanted To Teach You Before I Was Gone
Son I will start by saying I love you. If you’re reading this, I did not make it in life. I am writing this to tell you that you will grow to be a great man. A kind and just man. I was hard at times on you because I have faith that you will be like me. I tried every day to be better. This was because of you. I was lost and when you were born, I found myself. I became your dad. It was the greatest day of my life. When you were born you did not cry you looked at me and I knew that instant I would always love you. I am not there to teach you how to be a man and I am sorry for that. watching you grow up was the best days of my life. Going to amusement parks together, and zoos, and exploring. The best was you asking for me to tuck you in every night it made me feel so special I love you so much boy.
Things you should always remember when no one is looking do the right thing even if it hurts you. Never judge a person by how they look or act because you don’t know how or what happened in their life to put them where they are at today. Always help people in need. Look at the big picture and try and make yourself comfortable but don’t over indulge. Don’t horde your money and not share it with others. You can give something for free to someone who ask, but if someone ask make them earn it.
To tell you who I was, I tried to always do the right thing. I believed that life is a long test and God is always testing us. Putting things to see what decision we will make. Some of these decisions will be very hard and you will have to sacrifice but if it is the right thing, you must do it. If a deal was made, I made sure that it always benefited the other person or helped them more than it did me. I never took from anyone because they worked for that. I believed that I just would have to be smarter or work harder and earn what I had. I was always honest even if I knew it would hurt me in some way. Things will work out how they should if your honest you might not see that at first and it might be years or decades later but always be honest. I never cheated on any women in my life. If my relationship was at the point, I even thought of cheating you need to tell your partner and try and work it out or end it. Do not put someone through you cheating on them, please. Keep with your morals make certain things in your life you will never do. Mine were never cheat and never drink a beer alone. I always tried to make people smile. Make peoples lives better than when I first met them. Make friends with people that others might not if they have a good heart. Don’t look at what they look like but try and see if into there soul and you will feel if they are good people, I could always feel what others were feeling when I was close.
In a relationship love with everything you have. Tell her she is beautiful every day. Help with everything even if she doesn’t ask. Make memories together. Always make an environment where everyone can be honest. Do this by not getting mad if she tells you the truth even if it hurts. If you make a big deal of it, next time, she will won’t tell you. Discuss your problems and come up with a solution together. There will be ups and downs in all relationship but if you have a good one you will both fight for it. When one of you is weak the other person must be stronger for your partner. Pick fresh flowers and put them in a vase you have for her. Do acts of spontaneous love. Take her out to eat and give her the opportunity to be pretty. Write love letters opening your heart and expressing what you feel. Never fight over money. Never hit a woman. Never get angry or jealous it will consume you. Just talk things out with a calm head and come up with something you both agree will work. Never cheat in any way, don’t even talk to other women in any kind of relationship way. Stair into her eyes as long as you can’t and think about everything good that you have done together, the eyes see into their soul. Pay attention always to her words, to her body language, do what she like and dislikes. Support her in her goals and dreams always. Never talk bad her to anyone no matter what. If you are with her don’t let other people get in between you to. Outside people will always try and break you up if you let them. Always defend her reputation and make her feel like a goddess by telling other people how amazing she is no matter what. Do this when she is not there and especially do it when she is there to show her how special she is to you. If you can’t do that then you shouldn’t be together.
FMSD
