04/23/2024
Good morning, friends! Hope it will be a great and blessed day for you.
I know a few of you (via secure msgs & emails!) are under a lot of stress with tough situations. All of us are, really, but we rely on God for help to get through 'em. Serving Him, we trust His provision for whatever is needed.
Now, if you're interested in how Rennie's getting along, here's a quick view of our morning.
It was easy to see he was not his normal self. He had a bit of difficulty with some basic essentials - no big deal, nothing unusual, nothing to be alarmed about. It occasionally happens.
After just a few moments though, he wanted to go back to bed. "That's okay", I said. "Nothing on the schedule today anyway." He laid down and closed his eyes.
About a half-hour later, when I checked in he was awake and uttering something quietly.
"Why can't I just die", he asked me for the ?-teenth time. "I'm just so tired. Everything is a struggle and I can't do it anymore."
Told him I understand, and knelt by the bed. We talked about how many times, over how many years, it had been a common topic of so many of our conversations.
Told him stories about elder members of my father's family. How they aged, grew tired and feeble, and just finally "wore out" as some folks might say.
I told him firmly, I believe God is using he and I both as witnesses of Jesus' faithfulness and love. We talked about Betty and her service to the Lord, from the beginning to the very end.
We talked about how awards are given for best actor, best catcher, best-in-show animals and etc etc etc. But also how no awards (outside of heaven) are given for "most worthy servant" of God.
Inspired by that thought, I told him we need to find an old, worn out and well-weatherd board. Just paint "Most Tired Award" on it and hang it on the wall.
The way he laughed at that idea - well, you really would have enjoyed it! Eyes sparkling, he nodded approval for the project. Resting easy again, he closed his eyes. I waited a moment or so, then left. I'll check again in a while.
Now I've got a new project: to find an appropriate piece of old board and.....
Have a wonderful day, blessed with the assurance that God loves you. And us. Always!
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