The Vajra Blades

05/20/2020

I am thankful and glad that a new situation is arising for everyone. That being said, I will depart with a final comment.

I let my family situation suffer greatly for a long time to protect and give space to you all. The Sangha that I love so much. Its very easy to sit on the sideline and judge. I have only ever protected you all to the best of ability. I'm not the bad guy. I was protecting what was left of the Dharma we have all shared. It is apparent that most don't want that. I decided to dissolve the blades(BTW no one posts on the page for the most part), because it is going nowhere.

Ruminating on the past in such a way is not only unhelpful, its harmful to sanity. That being said... of course I still have some pain too.

Pain compounded by the fact that all I did was try to help, and now I am yet another enemy to you all (fu***ng stupid!). I asked anyone to DM me about this, and.... not one message. So no love in return for me? no one wants to know WTF is happening?

I find the first world problems and bitching frankly pathetic! I'm giving time for you all to do what you will (because I do still love you all, and I'm not a sh****ad). But it does hurt that all I ever did was help and protect.

I'm not mad or hateful towards anyone.... I'm just heartbroken and disappointed.

You don't know how much this has changed my family! the pain, the fact I can't talk to someone that raised me!

I have my own path, as do you all. But look at your mind for one sec...... I was only ever a protector and friend. You all make me feel there is no hope! Any of you could of DMed me any time! So..... lazy or coward, thats apparently the end of it. If you really gave a f**k, I was always here to talk to!!!

11/25/2019

10/09/2019

The dharma is very much alive. Remember to separate teaching from teacher if you can. My favorite saying “if you see the Buddha on the path, cut his head off“. Just because there’s been unjust situations, does not mean that you should abandon your path. I have never abandoned Any of you. And I hope none of you abandon me. I love all of you so very very very much

08/15/2019

George Carlin: Again! 1978

08/05/2019

Don’t stay long for tea, that’s the first rule.

08/04/2019

Just watch and comment...... I love you all, and there is some content coming.

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08/04/2019

Everyone OK?

07/01/2019

"I suddenly had a sense of the vitality within my body and decided the time was right to leave the monastery.”

12/04/2018

You're gonna need a fire hose