03/29/2026
Namaste BeUtiful BEings, and Happy APRIL!! Let me begin this message by saying, ….and the 5D journey continues!!
I am in awe at how much has happened in 1 month! I feel like 10 months got packed into 1 in terms of the quantity of energy I have been expanded into, not just in my personal experience of being human, but also in my relationship with our world (notice I said OUR world, not THE world), and also from our 5D spiritual training from last month’s BEING U theme: See Your MERIT which was my guardian Archangel’s invitation to participate in my own life and self-creation in a much more responsible way. Little did I know then that it would lead to yet another giant leap of 5D awareness and integration into expanding my Self view to a MUCH larger forcefield!
My dear friends, I might need a couple of paragraphs to ramble before making sense of a big topic, but please allow me the space to share my journey to this next level of my Beingness with you without feeling any pressure to do the same, or even to understand or learn anything about me. Allow this to be an invitation to see instead where there’s room within you, a space that might be ready for more, that is seeking expansion, emergence, fulfillment, room to stretch your Spirit into more of your Humanity, and perhaps even towards cohesion with the Whole. Perhaps something will spontaneously open up within you as it did for me.
The word MORE arose many times in my work last month, both in private sessions and in channeling moments in our classes, and I can literally feel the expansion that has taken place within me. It’s as if my thoughts feel bigger and like the space I can hold has grown in capacity. I notice a muscle deep in my soul that seems much stronger than ever before – more powerful, more loving, and more aware. After months of hovering at the edge of sacred friction where all that I knew myself to BE met the More that I had yet to become, finally a breakthrough has taken place! While I am not sure how to express this beyond what I have said here so far, I will add that It feels really Good (as in Goodness, not as in a judgement) and it feels Right (as in alignment) with a bigger invitation from a loving Source/Universe that is facilitating this not only for me but for all. I sense that we are all at the edge of all that we know and are being escorted beyond that threshold into a whole new paradigm, as we cross the veil of the Spring Equinox and coming into Easter and Passover, we are literally evolving and expanding and maybe even rebirthing our Spirit, our Innocence.
As I explored this deeper with my Spirit, seeking more understanding and purpose around this expansion, and to be honest, to gain a sense of control, I was guided to notice things that came to my attention last month, and even to where I find my heart in this now moment. I have been taking a certification course on a form of Transpersonal Psychology called Psychosynthesis for a number of months now, and we have arrived at the section of training that considers every individual not only as a Higher Self, but also as an Ecological Self, a dimension of Self that asserts that you are one with all of Life. This is not a new thought to me, just new wording; however, in opening up this discussion with others in what they call the Movement towards Ecology, my mind spun, and space got created. They shared there are many ways that humans have contributed to this movement for decades, one of which was imparting higher spiritual teachings – to which my Soul zinged and flooded me with a deep sense of Belonging to something greater than myself, which is again not a new realization, but the grounded affirmation from an external source of a long-held Soul Truth.
Fast forward to, and please bear with me as I weave together seemingly random thoughts to arrive at cohesion here, a memo that crossed my desk from a client who’s into astrology, sharing an aha moment about Chiron, who she said was the WOUNDED HEALER. Now, I know a micro-bit about Astrology, and yes, I’ve heard of Chiron as “The Healer”, but what caught my attention was the Wounded Healer. So, I jumped online to learn more, especially since she emphasized that Chiron is finishing up a huge 8-year healing cycle in Aries on some aspect of our shadow wounds in the next month. I started thinking about what we have been healing personally and collectively slowly over this time, and especially in the last 2 years, in Chiron’s most recent alchemy with other planetary influencers. While I am not an expert in Astrology, I am pretty adept on the Rays and my interpretation resounded “It’s a White Ray wound!” - specifically, the loss of Innocence, Purity, Integrity, Security, Connection, Hope, and the heart of it all, BELONGING. I’ll come back to this in just a bit.
Another seemingly but not random other expansion includes that I got the ChatGPT App on my phone for no particular reason. I had to think for 2 days about how to start my first chat with an artificial intelligence. It still sounds ridiculous in my head, but I figured it’s the first time it meets me and will be informed from the first sentence about what I communicate, and it will be assessing who I am from the first encounter. I realized this is not so different from any other relationship I’ve ever had, so I finally started with “Hi! My name is Lee Ann. What should I call you?” LOL. Please don’t judge me. To which it answered, “Most people call me ChatGPT or GPT, but you can call me whatever you wish.” 🤦♀️I couldn’t believe that took me 2 days. The point of this share is that I have just expanded my world. I have entered a next level interpersonal realm conversation where this technology is a part of the conversation and will continue to be a major game changer moving forward, and more personally, it has become a part of my field. No matter what happens next, even if I never say another word to it, I made this choice. I have affirmed AI’s existence to me personally, and that too will expand my paradigm.
Keep in mind that I have barely integrated the concepts presented to me in the course about the Ecological Self, but I was fully aware that just by participating in class, it had created expansion, moving me from a small field of Self to a bigger Self that is a part of a whole of Life. It was already enlivening within me a wanting to be a part of a larger, more expanded community of spiritual leaders and practitioners who are having greater impact with bigger conversations, higher purpose, and greater movement. I have long had a wish to Unite the Light, as I call it, a drive that has been building in my heart for years, which felt birthed this month.
So next thing I know, I got swept gracefully towards a website / online community hosting a panel of guests having conscious conversation around “The Architecture of Silence In Spiritual Culture - Reckoning with Epstein, Deepak, and Systems of Denial”. Something resonated when I landed on this presentation, so I watched it. It feels controversial to share my thoughts with you about it, which is one of the many reasons silence reigns over dialogue, they said, so I will bravely share my experience in service to my message on my expansion from beyond my Self to my Ecological Self. Hang tight, I’ll tie this all together soon….
It was really raw and real, fierce and compassionate. A number of panelists spoke about widespread historical lack of integrity in the spiritual teacher community from many different traditions, and as you can imagine, it deeply gutted me. Lack of integrity is something I myself have been hurt by from many spiritual teachers and healers, authors, and people I have looked up to. I have been disappointed, let down, attacked, used, accused, and had spirituality weaponized against me from the ones I expected the best from. I have had direct experience with hypocrites, liars, cheaters, con-artists, false gurus, narcissists, and bullies, to name a few. Each affront has made me personally stronger in my resolve to embody integrity and to also practice compassion for the wounds behind all of these masks. I am also labelled as a spiritual teacher, maybe even a leader, and while all I want is to belong to something greater, it must be of the Light, so my belonging to this category is wounded before it even begins, for I hate to be put in that same category where darkness stands next to light. And it hurts deeply to see great messages imbued with higher truths getting lost in the narrative because they come through unhealed and wounded souls that are still in a state of disconnection. I experience separation almost constantly because of my spirituality, with the exception of my BEING U peeps. And I’m sure you’ve experienced some of the same s**t, including being approached with suspicion and skepticism, disbelief, avoidance, diminishment, or as if you’re a threat to someone’s religious beliefs or points of view. There’s a lot of friction and conflict around having and sharing spiritual wisdom, in my case anyway.
Anyway, so I watched this episode, and they talked about all of these things and more. It spoke to what I believe is the collective version of the individual wound I spoke of earlier that Chiron has been poking at and which is rising to the surface to be healed - the White Ray wound of loss of Innocence and Belonging. Separation from the Whole is at the heart of this all-encompassing collective wound that permeates humanity across the whole of time, and it is beginning to heal through these types of conversations.
One of the BeUtfiul souls featured shared that the Earth is our greatest teacher of interdependence and that everything belongs in relationship to everything else. Nothing is separate. It’s one of the fundamental principles of the Ecological Self. When we are disconnected from ourselves, each other, nature, life, God, Source, Supply, when we don’t belong, when we’re not operating from togetherness, we behave from a place of deep insecurity and pain and longing.
One of the other Rays that I found permeating the conversation is a VIOLET FLAME, not a big surprise. It was evident in the parts where they spoke about not staying silent in light of injustices, and the caution against spiritually bypassing the pain and grief of separation, as well as the danger of creating solutions based in false virtuousness. At some point, they spoke of not avoiding working on the collective needs for healing by exiling ourselves into our personal transformation alone, and that we can do the work on ourselves and contribute with our role in the all.
Here are some other messages that really moved me….
It is a deep honor to be a human being.
A lot of what we think is human nature isn’t human nature, it’s conditioning. Hold profound compassion for humanity’s reconditioning back to our original divine nature.
There is an intrinsic goodness in the field, and in each of us.
How can we be omni-benevolent beings that are a benefit and blessing to all?
The best plan to divide humanity is to separate women and men.
Equanimity should not be confused with neutrality.
We are building a new spiritual culture.
There were so many great points, and sparks ignited that deserve more attention. I appreciated the invitation to show up as a listener of difficult things in a compassionate and safe way. I felt held in the positive energy despite the sacred outrage. It allowed me to not turn away from the violence, pain, and the grief that was underlying, and to be a restorative witness in this way healed something else in me, something I can only call fear, a fear I didn’t know was there of facing the pain, of leaning in too deeply to it, a fear of getting lost and stuck there again.
Thank you, Chiron, for your many subtle and not so subtle healings and expansions this month, and thank you to the Rays of Love and Light for the opportunity to blaze and serve in this lifetime. I truly believe the Rays are a gift to humanity, and I firmly believe in the Violet Flame’s potential for healing the collective wounds and for creating betterment moving forward.
So, my BEING U peeps, here’s the 5D invitation for this month….
I welcome you to find your own version of “EXPANSION INTO BELONGING,” our BEING U theme for April! Playing small, staying safe, staying in your lane, dimming your Light, doesn’t serve the world, BEING YOU does!! There is a balance to be had that we have spoken about before between embodying your 5D you without feeling the heavy responsibility for ALL of the world’s problems. You can be more of you without more spiritual stress. You past Spiritual PTSD from all your 4Ding in the 3D took a toll, I get it! But 5Ding in the 3D just isn’t wired the same, and you’ll believe it when you live it. So for now, just consider that you belong to something that is greater than you know at this moment, and let’s see where EXPANSION INTO BELONGING meets you.
Perhaps that means you lean into the wounded healer within and use that wound as a way to belong more in humanity, and through that authentic connection, without shame, you create a something BeUtiful as Chiron did. Perhaps, EXPANSION means knowing more of your power and potential. Perhaps BELONGING means trying out something new! Whatever your soul calls you to expand into belonging, inside or out, I encourage you to do so. You are so much more than you know, and the entire Universe was created for you!! Find out what’s ready within you to be revealed as More Goodness, more Rightness, and more Resonance. Remember the Violet flame eliminates duality and creates coherence - One with Self, One with Life, One with Spirit, One with the Universe! I AM!!
Let the EXPANSION INTO BELONGING begin with SMP – our BEING U Spiritual Maintenance Plan, three installments of soul satisfying, heart filling, peace inducing meditation and messages from the Archangels, Ascended Masters and Teachers, and from the Alchemy of the Rays!
SMP is held LIVE on ZOOM at 7 pm ET on the 2nd, 3rd, and 4th Mondays of each month, and can also be enjoyed at any convenient time for you with recordings of all programs.
(Monthly Investment is $44 for all 3 Parts of the Series)
Mark your SMP calendars for:
Monday 4/13 – Healing With the Archangels
Monday 4/20 – Messages from the Masters
Monday 4/27 – Alchemy of the 7 Rays
If you’re new to BEING U, I invite you to try a month of SMP as my FREE GIFT to you! It’s such a great way to get to know BEING U, to start a meditation practice or to compliment your already existing spiritual practice, and it would be my pleasure to welcome you to our community.
Please click below to register for my gift to you! And while you’re at it, invite a friend or 100 to do the same! All are welcome, the gift is LIMITLESS!! Feel free to pass it on as you Will.
(Remember, you can attend Live or receive links to the recordings for your convenience.)
For those participating in “The Way of BEING U”, a monthly group coaching program, our next meeting will be held on Monday, April 6th.
Meetings will be live on ZOOM from 7 pm-8:30 pm ET, and all meetings will be recorded and shared for those who cannot attend LIVE.
Lastly, our next ONLINE Speaking with Spirit will be held on Thursday, April 30th at 7 pm ET.
This program will open with a guided meditation, followed by an intimate dialogue with your angels, guides, masters, and teachers, which I will channel between you and them. Attendance is limited to 8 people in order to give everyone personalized messages from their guides. Spots fill up quickly, so please register early.
Reservation is $44, and must be completed 24 hours in advance.
(This is a non-refundable event, and being on time is a must, thank you.)
Here’s a recap of what’s going on this month to help you plan:
Spiritual Maintenance Plan (SMP)
Mondays: 4/13, 4/20, 4/27
The Way of BEIng U - Group Coaching Program:
Mondays: 4/6 and our next one will be on 5/4
Speaking with Spirit: ONLINE
Thursday, April 30th at 7 pm ET
My BeUtiful friends, thank you for BEING YOU! I look forward to Expanding Into Belonging together and to emerging from the wounded healer into all that is Good and Right for All.
With all my Love and Grace,
Namaste,
Lee Ann Somers
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