Grace Gillenwater, Marshall, Christian, & Faith Brown

06/22/2022

This is what I look like at least once a day for a solid 7 years without them. It’s a torturous way to live. I don’t wish it on anyone. I love and miss my kids so much it only hurts worse with time.

06/22/2022

I haven’t posted in awhile. That is because it hurts to much sometimes to breathe or go on without you. Everyday I worry about you. Everyday I wonder were you are. Everyday I ask myself what is my purpose of being on this earth? I miss you all so much. I can’t go on without you any longer. Life is getting worse and worse with every year that passes. I will always love you more then life itself and just want the chance to know you.

01/22/2020

I wish I knew where you were. I miss you so much Gracie, Marshall, Christian, & Faith. Mar Mar, Christianson lol, & Fay Fay Foo Foo Foofey 🙆‍♀️😘❤💋🌠💘💔

01/22/2020

I have been in a fog for 25 hours dreaming about you Faith. I road my bike in my dreams from Minneapolis to Michigan because in my dreams you were there. I miss you and I'm sorry I can't be there to see you grow up. I'm still your mommy and love you unconditionally for eternity ❤💋🌠💘💔

11/15/2019

Sweet dreams Gracie, Marshall, Christian, & Faith I hope you know somebody loves you 💋🌠🙏❤

Such a beautiful song by Rascal Flatts called My Wish! Picture made by me on Kos...Greece

02/27/2019

Mid February ❤️ I love you Grace, Marshall, Christian, & Faith Unconditionally Forever ❤️😘😘😘😘

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02/26/2019

I did this for me & you kids! 3 years ago I graduated a 12 week class DAP Domestic Abuse Survivors group! It was the last thing in my case plan and you were all supposed to come home! It didn’t work out like promised but I kept working hard at whatever they wanted me to keep doing because I love my children and quitting was never an option ❤️ Someday you will find this page and see the truth of how hard I fought for all of you until the end! X###oooo Mama ❤️

02/25/2019

Today 3 years ago Faith Brown came back home & did the cutest little photo shoot with mommy ❤️. I love & miss you forever.