08/21/2023
A received a sad call from the Sheriff tonight.
The last person I used with was John, we used in Lonoke County Jail.
I hit my bottom that day in February of 2015. I have been clean since. John never stopped.
John was found dead today. The drug didn’t kill him, the lifestyle did!
I tried to plant Hope in him once or twice along my journey.
He met me at a meeting once and laughed at me. He said “Bro, you really think a those folks are clean”? I said “most are”
He laughed and said bro you are tripping.
He hugged me we said “I love you” and I had no idea that would be the last time I would see my friend. He was a good guy when he was clean.
The disease promises three ends. Incarceration, insanity, or death. We ether get clean or meet our end.
You will be missed bro!