07/31/2026
Question: Master, is it true that the egos, as they dissolve, become smaller and smaller, more and more "shorties", and that they leave their horrendous shape, they become beautiful, so to speak?
Answer: That's how it is! The 'I's have various forms. There are monstrous “I's” that seem like true horrifying beasts; any clairvoyant who observes them is horrified... You have seen that newborn children are usually frightened, that they suddenly end up screaming for no reason. Well, it is because they see certain of their own "I's" that pass near the cradle, and this causes them fear. If that happens to newborn children, imagine what happen to the people who live in the abyss? They have before their eyes their own “I’s”, thus, they suffer unspeakable fears and horrors. But, as one goes, here in the world, dissolving the “I's”, these egos become smaller.
Suppose we want to dissolve an "I" of envy; at first it will be a horrendous monster, but as we work on it, and it loses volume, it becomes smaller and more beautiful; finally it takes the form of a child and the child gets smaller and smaller, until finally it disintegrates, already converted into cosmic dust. Until what Jesus Christ said is fulfilled:
“Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven.” – Matthew 18: 3
Thus, we need to disintegrate all the "I's" so that the Essence remains free and express in us with all its beauty, with all that naturalness, with all that spontaneity...
I have already told you that we have more internal than external senses, and that we must begin by using, developing that sense of self-observation; as we use it, other internal senses are also developing, that's obvious... So, my dear brothers and sisters, we need to work intensely on ourselves. Does any other brother or sister want to ask something? - Samael Aun Weor
https://glorian.org/books/profound-meditation